Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
“You are, then, the princess of whom she has spoken to me,” he said. “I
beg your pardon.”
“I am Sophia Rutledge,” she said. “Martha believes me to be a princess,
and I let her think it. Some one in the atelier told her so. What will
you tell her now?”
“Exactly what you wish.”
“Say nothing. Let her keep her delusion. Her friendship is dear to me; I
do not wish it turned to hate.”
[Illustration: “AMONG THE FLOWER STALLS.”]
“I shall say nothing,” he said.
They both stood silent there a moment, looking away from each other.
Then the woman, feeling her knees grow weak and trembling under her,
sank back into her seat; and the man, urged by some impulse of
self-protection which demanded that he should fly, had bowed and left
the room before she had quite recovered from the momentary dizziness
which had possessed her as she fell into her chair. She heard the front
door close behind him presently, and knew that he was gone. Then she
felt that she must brace herself to meet Martha calmly.
When the young girl, a few moments later, came in with her load of
flowers, and smilingly uttered her apologies and surprise at having
missed her, her friend’s senses seemed somehow to return, and she was
able to answer calmly.
It seemed to Martha that the beautiful princess looked ill, and she was
tenderly anxious about her; but she little suspected that during those
few moments of her absence Sonia and her old love had been face to face,
or, more marvelous still, that Harold had seen again the woman who had
been his wife.
X
THE impression left upon the mind of Sonia by that meeting with Harold
was an intensely disturbing one. Even the stirrings of old feeling, and
the memories of past pleasures and pains, which the sight of him had
recalled, were less strong in her than a certain feeling of humiliation.
She felt that she had been overcome by so great a weakness that she must
have made a self-betrayal of which it nearly maddened her to think.
Knowing how completely she had been thrown off her guard by this totally
unexpected meeting, she felt that every emotion of her heart, which she
herself was so conscious of, had been laid bare to him, and she could
not rest for the torment of that thought. Her hours with Martha were
therefore disturbed and unsatisfactory to them both; and when, soon
after the mid-day meal, Martha asked her if she would like to drive, she
accepted the relief of that idea with alacrity, only stipulating that
they should not go to the crowded Bois.
Martha ordered the carriage, and they drove about for an hour or two,
stopping several times to go in and look at churches which they had
often seen, but never entered. In some of these vespers were in
progress, and they paid their sous for seats near the door, and sat down
for a few moments; but the music played too dangerously upon Sonia’s
overwrought feelings, and she hurried her friend away.
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