Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
It would be conceit only which could make him think, after that, that
she either feared or disliked to meet him. He certainly had no right to
suppose that she sought or wished it. He must, therefore, conclude that
she was quite indifferent to him, and wished him to accept that view of
the case.
He tried hard to do this, but there was something in her manner and in
his own consciousness which positively prevented his holding to this
idea. It was not that she appeared to him to be unhappy, but she did
seem disturbed, restless and fitful. After his interview with her in the
atelier, he felt that she had so definitely conveyed to him her wishes
in the case that now he had only to follow them and to keep out of her
way, so far as it rested with him to do so.
On this course he fully resolved; but her beauty, her voice, her
movements, haunted him by day and night. He knew that he was as
absolutely under her spell as he had ever been. He knew that a point
might come when his self-control would be powerfully threatened, and
then there would be nothing for it but to flee. He was not afraid of the
consequences to himself which might lie in this betrayal of his past. He
was thinking of her, and of the increased trouble which it would bring
into her life if she should come to realize how he still loved her. This
was a quite unnecessary trial for her, and one which he was resolved she
should not have.
He had not known of any plan of Martha’s for having her friend spend the
night of his absence with her, so it took him completely by surprise
when he returned at an earlier hour than he had expected, and, inquiring
of the man servant if all was well, was told that the Princess
Mannernorff had dined and spent the night with his sister. He
ascertained what room she was occupying, and when the servant, who
carried his bag, went into his own room ahead of him, he reproved the
man rather severely for opening the window with such a noise. Then
immediately he sent the servant away.
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