Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
He had seen, from below, the beginning of the little procession going
into the Madeleine; and as he stood half unconsciously watching it,
possessed by the thought that the woman who had once been his adored and
adoring wife was asleep in the next room to him, he heard the window of
that room open, and he knew that she was awake, and standing very near.
He heard her draw the curtains back by the cords and rings above. He
even heard the little effort in her breathing caused by the strong pull.
Each of them, he knew, was looking at the same sight--the beautiful,
moving panorama, seen through the flecks of sun-washed, young green
leaves; but while she was thinking of those trustful and unconscious
children, his thoughts were wholly of her. His heart was filled with
longings so intense and masterful as to crowd out everything else. Then,
in a flash, his humor changed; for there came to him her stifled sobs,
and her calls on God to pity them--those sweet, unknowing little ones,
born to be suffering women. With his old swift comprehension of her, he
knew why this sight had touched her so, and he realized what he had only
dimly felt before, that she was a miserable woman, wearily walking a
_via dolorosa_.
He did not ask to know what it might be. He longed only to help and
comfort her. He could not speak, but at least he could let her know that
he was near; and then it was that he had made the sound which Sonia had
heard.
That sound was followed by silence. Was she perhaps indignant, he asked
himself, that he should dare to make this demand upon her attention? She
would have a right to be; for he could make no pretense that he had not
deliberately intended to do this. Yet she was alone there, sad and
troubled, and he was close at hand, with a heart that ached to comfort
her. He could not have rested, feeling that she was unaware of his
knowledge of her presence, and no matter what consequences to himself
the act might carry, he deliberately said to her in that sound: “I am
here, and I know that you are there.”
If she had made a sign in answer, he would have thanked God on his
knees; but she had withdrawn from the window in silence, and he had felt
only that she was gone.
An hour later, when the servant brought his coffee and the morning
papers, he brought also the information that the princess had gone off
alone some time before in a cab.
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