Female friendship -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Paris (France) -- Fiction; Women -- Fiction
Harold felt, at hearing this, a perfect fury of anger and indignation.
With the possibility of a riot in view, and the knowledge that ladies
had been warned not to venture unprotected on the streets, it made his
blood boil to think she--the delicate woman-spirit and woman-body that
he knew so well--should have gone forth alone from under the very roof
with him; and that even if he had known of it, he would have had no
right to interfere. The legal right, of course, he had; but that fact
only made it the more impossible for him to assert upon her any claim.
Not all the laws that were ever made could have bound or loosed him so
indomitably as did her wish and will. The fact that it was still within
his power to assert a legal claim upon her constituted in itself the
strongest possible demand upon a man of his nature to leave her as free
as air from any bondage or emancipation which could exist by any right
but that of love. If she had loved him, he would have asserted his power
and right to control and influence her. As she did not love him, there
was no creature living who was so free from him as she--this woman whom
once he had held in as binding fetters as ever love had forged.
XVII
ON reaching home, Sonia went immediately to her room, and sent word to
her aunt that she was feeling ill, and desired not to be disturbed. Her
maid brought her a message of condolence in reply, and she knew that she
was now safe in her solitude for the remainder of the day.
She undressed quickly, threw on a loose dressing-gown, unfastened the
thick coil of her hair, and then, telling her maid not to come to the
room until she should ring, she threw herself at full length on the
lounge, and lay there with her eyes closed, profoundly still. She had
caused the blinds to be shut and the curtains drawn. The beautiful
spring sunshine flooded everything without, but about her all was gloom
and darkness. She could hear the whir of innumerable wheels and the
click of horses’ feet on the smooth pavement outside, and she knew that
the streets were alive and abloom with smartly dressed men and women in
open carriages, driving between the long lines of flowering
horse-chestnuts down the beautiful Champs Elysées to the Palais de
l’Industrie.
Long ago she had ordered a charming costume for this occasion, selected
with much care and thought; and it had come home more than a realization
of her expectations. She had fancied that she would have pleasure in
joining a party of friends, and perhaps lingering about the neighborhood
of her own picture to hear any comments that might be made upon it. She
had not allowed herself to hope that it would be on the line; but there
it was this moment, as she knew; and the pretty gown and bonnet and
parasol, all so painstakingly selected, were neatly put away, and she
was lying nerveless in this lonely room.
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