He waited so long that the darkness of deep space seemed to seep into
his spacesuit. With that darkness, part of it, came fear, which is in
itself the lesser death. He was weightless and nauseated, almost too
weak to fight the fear. Hunger and thirst had weakened him. He wanted
to scream, but brain and muscles did not respond in the oxygen thin
atmosphere of the suit. Limply, he retched, lungs churning for air.
He swore again, faintly, dubiously. If this were the end, there seemed
no point to anything that had gone before. His mind veered back to
Mars, to the strange girl, Elshar, and what he had done for her. He
wondered again why he had interfered. She was nothing to him, could
never be anything. Love was not the emotion she roused in him.
Not love, not even desire. Not anything he could name unless it was
fear. He pushed the thought of her from his mind.
He had felt fear before. He should know that sensation. He was feeling
it now. But he had always dealt with fear by using it to put an edge
on his soul. One could not deal with this situation so easily. A man
should not die like this. A poor man in sight of wealth, a starving man
in sight of food, a suffocating man in the midst of sealed tanks of
oxygen. Anger roared in him. He called out to the dark gods of space to
have done with their torture....
* * * * *
Following numerous orbits between Jupiter and Mars are the uncounted
asteroids. Some of these fragments of a long-vanished planet are named,
and even most of the lesser fry are catalogued by numbers. One of them,
since the earliest days of space travel and interplanetary survey,
has three official numbers, two names, and at least a dozen colorful
nicknames.
It is on the IPS spacemaps, named and numbered, but by interplanetary
treaty it is marked in red letters: _Restricted! Warning! Do Not Land!_
This asteroid, commonly known as the Pelican, is the Alcatraz Island of
space. It is a prison for the most hardened and hopeless of convicts.
Outside of official circles, few people have ever heard of it and
fewer still dwell there. No spaceships ever set down, and none blast
off from its scarred and pitted surface. The few inhabitants form
a highly exclusive social group, their numbers limited by highly
specialized requirements for membership.
The original Alcatraz was a small island in San Francisco Bay, on
Earth, used as prison for only grade-A malefactors. In Spanish, the
word means Pelican, and those curious birds formerly made the tiny bare
rock their roosting ground. More curious birds roosted there since; but
by now, with the very existence of the city of San Francisco a myth,
the island has been returned to the pelicans and other fauna of the
sea, sky and ground. Only some spiders and lowly insects inhabit the
ruins of prison buildings, and birds and seals have the pinpoint of
barren rock to themselves.
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