The private life, The wheel of time, Lord Beaupré, The visits, Collaboration, Owen Wingrave.James, Henry
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The private life, The wheel of time, Lord Beaupré, The visits, Collaboration, Owen Wingrave.
James, Henry
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
"How can I breathe it if I don't know what it is?"
"You do know--you know what I mean." Then after an instant's pause she
added: "What I did in the garden."
"_What_ did you do in the garden?"
"I threw myself on your neck and I sobbed--I behaved like a maniac."
"Is that all you mean?"
"It's what I don't want mamma to know--it's what I beseech you to keep
silent about. If you don't I'll never, never go home. Have _mercy_ on
me!" the poor child quavered.
"Dear girl, I only want to be tender to you--to be perfect. But tell me
first: has anyone acted wrongly to you?"
"No one--_no_ one. I speak the truth."
She looked into my eyes, and I looked far into hers. They were wild with
pain and yet they were so pure that they made me confusedly believe her.
I hesitated a moment; then I risked the question: "Isn't Mr. Brandon
responsible for anything?"
"For nothing--for nothing! Don't blame _him_!" the girl passionately
cried.
"He hasn't made love to you?"
"Not a word--before God! Oh, it was too awful!" And with this she broke
away from me, flung herself on her knees before a sofa, burying her face
in it and in her arms. "Promise me, promise me, promise me!" she
continued to wail.
I was horribly puzzled but I was immeasurably touched. I stood looking a
moment at her extravagant prostration; then I said "I'm dreadfully in
the dark, but I promise."
This brought her to her feet again, and again she seized my hands.
"Solemnly, sacredly?" she panted.
"Solemnly, sacredly."
"Not a syllable--not a hint?"
"Dear Louisa," I said kindly, "when I promise I perform."
"You see I don't know you. And when do you go to Chantry?"
"Day after to-morrow. And when do you?"
"To-morrow if I can."
"Then you'll see your mother first--it will be all right," I said
smiling.
"All right, all right!" she repeated, with her woeful eyes. "Go, go!"
she added, hearing a step in the adjoining room.
The footman had come back to announce that my friends were seated in the
carriage, and I was careful to say before him in a different tone: "Then
there's nothing more I can do for you?"
"Nothing--good-bye," said Louisa, tearing herself away too abruptly to
take my kiss, which, to follow the servant again, I left unbestowed. I
felt awkward and guilty as I took leave of the company, murmuring
something to my entertainers about having had an arrangement to make
with Miss Chantry. Most of the people bade us good-bye from the steps,
but I didn't see Jack Brandon. On our drive home in the waning afternoon
my other friends doubtless found me silent and stupid.
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