He came to me one day and said: "We must not linger thus in executing
what we have resolved on. We have much before our hands to perform for
the benefit of mankind, both civil as well as religious. Let us do what
we have to do here, and then we must wend our way to other cities, and
perhaps to other countries. Mr. Blanchard is to hold forth in the high
church of Paisley on Sunday next, on some particularly great occasion:
this must be defeated; he must not go there. As he will be busy
arranging his discourses, we may expect him to be walking by himself in
Finnieston Dell the greater part of Friday and Saturday. Let us go and
cut him off. What is the life of a man more than the life of a lamb, or
any guiltless animal? It is not half so much, especially when we
consider the immensity of the mischief this old fellow is working among
our fellow-creatures. Can there be any doubt that it is the duty of one
consecrated to God to cut off such a mildew?"
"I fear me, great sovereign," said I, "that your ideas of retribution
are too sanguine, and too arbitrary for the laws of this country. I
dispute not that your motives are great and high; but have you debated
the consequences, and settled the result?"
"I have," returned be, "and hold myself amenable for the action to the
laws of God and of equity; as to the enactments of men, I despise them.
Fain would I see the weapon of the Lord of Hosts begin the work of
vengeance that awaits it to do!"
I could not help thinking that I perceived a little derision of
countenance on his face as he said this, nevertheless I sunk dumb
before such a man, aroused myself to the task, seeing he would not have
it deferred. I approved of it in theory, but my spirit stood aloof from
the practice. I saw and was convinced that the elect of God would be
happier, and purer, were the wicked and unbelievers all cut off from
troubling and misleading them, but if it had not been the instigations
of this illustrious stranger, I should never have presumed to begin so
great a work myself. Yet, though he often aroused my zeal to the
highest pitch, still my heart at times shrunk from the shedding of
life-blood, and it was only at the earnest and unceasing instigations
of my enlightened and voluntary patron that I at length put my hand to
the conclusive work. After I said all that I could say, and all had
been overborne (I remember my actions and words as well as it had been
yesterday), I turned round hesitatingly, and looked up to Heaven for
direction; but there was a dimness come over my eyes that I could not
see. The appearance was as if there had been a veil drawn over me, so
nigh that I put up my hand to feel it; and then Gil-Martin (as this
great sovereign was pleased to have himself called) frowned, and asked
me what I was grasping at. I knew not what to say, but answered, with
fear and shame: "I have no weapons, not one; nor know I where any are
to be found."
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