Such was her mood as she emerged from Emerald Avenue into the main
road, walked past the long field where the square board caught the eye
at once amid all that springing verdure, and entered the garden of the
Cottage. Immediately afterwards the front door opened and Miss Ethel
stepped briskly forth. "Oh, there you are, Caroline. I am very
pleased to see you. I suppose Willis will be bringing your box
shortly, but in the meantime----"
"I aren't coming. I have only come to say I aren't coming,"
interrupted Caroline--the measure of her disturbance shown by the fact
that she did not correct this lapse into the Holderness dialect. "I'm
applying to be ticket collector on the promenade," she added, with a
sort of defiant rudeness in her tone. She sub-consciously wanted Miss
Ethel to be "horrid," feeling that it would make the situation easier
to carry off with satisfaction to herself.
But Miss Ethel had been working since half-past six at unaccustomed
blacking of the kitchen stove and such-like tasks in order that the new
maid should see how things ought to be kept and maintain the same high
standard, and she was too utterly weary and disappointed now, to do
anything but reply with a very slight trembling of the lip: "I think
you might have let me know before this, Caroline." For she felt that
if she let herself go, she might burst into ignoble, undignified tears
before this impertinent child--she, who never "gave way" even at a
wedding or a funeral.
Caroline's quick eyes, however, had caught that passing quiver of the
lips, and for one moment all her dreams of independence trembled in the
balance. She was feeling--deeply as even Mrs. Creddle could wish--that
she was behaving badly. Then Miss Ethel chanced to notice Caroline's
blouse, which was made from her own summer dress of twenty years ago,
and an irrepressible wave of hurt exasperation swept over her, rousing
her to active resentment. "I must say I think you are treating me
abominably, Caroline. Surely your Aunt Creddle is not a party to
this?" she said in her sharpest tone. And though she would not have
mentioned the blouse or any other benefit bestowed for the world, some
thought of it must have rushed along the taut wires between her own
mind and Caroline's, for the girl instantly flushed crimson and became
defiant again. So the wavering balance crashed down on the side of the
job on the promenade. Her whole future course, indeed, was decided in
that instant, just by a look and a tone--though neither was aware of
what had happened.
"Aunt had no idea I was trying for the place on the prom. until this
morning," said Caroline quietly. "She's very upset about it, and tried
her best to make me come to live with you after all, only I wouldn't.
Nobody can blame her."
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