Myself, I have always thought that the happy waking after dreamless
sleep; the exultation in the new day and its appointed task; the sense
of vigor and ability to do whatever opportunity offered; the feeling
that one could “run and not be weary, could walk and not faint”—that
these were the most precious things that the gods could vouchsafe to
mankind,—and yet!—What of the latent powers that wake into life when we
look into “the bright face of danger”? Our bodies are not commonly the
temples that God intended them to be, and yet often an unquenchable fire
burns within; an inner flame that incites to effort and achievement,
turns the timid slave into the happy warrior. What if the strength born
of overcoming should rescue dormant powers equal to those that exist
where there is no effort save that engendered by abounding vitality?
After all life is an obstacle race to most of us. Who knows whether the
horse could make a spectacular jump had he not often been confronted by
bar, gate, hurdle and hedge? I wonder how many great things have been
carved, painted, written, conceived, invented, where the creative human
being has never suffered, but has been sheltered, lapped in ease, the
burden lifted from his shoulders? I wonder if the eye that is seldom wet
with tears is ever truly capable of the highest vision?
I think that my own unregenerate watchword would be: “All for health and
the world well lost!” so I am by no means a special pleader, even yet,
for the “privilege of pain”; but Mrs. Everett’s enthusiasm and the ardor
of her conviction compels a new and more sympathetic understanding of
her thesis.
I have more often seen spiritual than intellectual exaltation follow
pain, but both were present in one woman, half-poet, half-saint, whose
verses were written in intense suffering, as indeed were most of W. E.
Henley’s.
With closed eyes and pale lips she once quoted to me:
“Angel of Pain! I think thy face
Will be in all the Heavenly Place
The earliest face that I shall see
And swiftest face to smile on me!”
“How is it possible for you to say it?” I asked brokenly.
“Because,” she answered, “all dreams and all visions have come to me, as
well as all that I know of earth and heaven, through pain. It opens
windows in what would otherwise be blank walls!”
The blind, deaf, dumb, maimed, crippled (if so be it the soul is strong)
seem to develop a splendid fighting spirit unknown to those who,
apparently, have complete command of all their powers. Take one sense
away and the others spring, full-armored, into more active service. Rob
them of a right hand and the underrated left becomes doubly skilful.
These are soldiers in the “army with banners,” and should be led and
followed by acclaiming hosts.
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