The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 1 (of 3)Duchess
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The professor's experiment: A novel, Vol. 1 (of 3)
Duchess
Science fiction
‘I don’t know.’ She drew her breath slowly, heavily. It was hardly a
sigh. There was enough misery in it for ten sighs. But her passion was
all gone, and a terrible indifference had taken its place; and there was
such consummate despair in her tone as might have touched even the
Professor. But it did not. He had begun to study her. He was always
studying people, and now a curious expression had crept into his face.
He leaned forward and peered at her. There was no compassion in the
glance, no interest whatever in her as a suffering human thing; but
there was a sudden sharp interest in her as a means to a desired end.
Thought was in his glance, and a wild longing that was fast growing to a
hope.
‘Have you no plans, then?’ asked the young man. His tone was sad. He had
looked into the depths of her dark eyes, and found there no guile at
all.
‘None!’ She was silent awhile, and then very slowly she raised her head;
her brows contracted, and she looked past them both into vacancy. If she
was communing with her own heart, the results were very sad. Despair
itself gathered in her eyes. She turned presently and looked at Wyndham.
‘I wish,’ said she, with a forlorn look, ‘that I had the courage to
die.’
It was unutterably sad, this young creature, with all her life before
her, praying for courage to end it; craving for death in the midst of
life, wishing she had the courage to escape from a world that had
evidently given her but a sorry welcome.
Wyndham looked round at the Professor as if expecting him to join in his
commiseration for this poor, unhappy child, but what he saw in the
Professor’s face checked him. It startled him, and stopped the tide of
sympathy for a time—as great floods will for the moment always catch and
carry with them the milder rushes of the rivers near.
The Professor’s face was indeed a study. It was radiant—alight with a
strange and sudden hope. His piercing eyes were fixed immovably upon the
girl. They seemed to burn into her as though demanding and compelling an
answering glance from hers.
She obeyed the call; slowly, languidly she lifted her head.
‘So you would die?’ said he.
‘Yes.’ The word fell listlessly from her lips; but she stared straight
at him as she said it, and her young unhappy face looked nearly as gray
as the old merciless one bending over it.
‘Then why live?’ pursued he. ‘Death is easy.’
‘No, it is hard,’ she said. ‘And I am afraid of pain.’
‘If there were no pain, you would risk it, then?’
She hesitated. His glance was now, indeed, so wild, so full of frantic
eagerness, that it might readily have frightened one older in the
world’s ways. To Wyndham, waiting, watching, it occurred that the
Professor was like a spider creeping towards its prey. He shuddered.
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