London (England) -- Fiction; Russians -- England -- Fiction
Alice Hatfield hadn't read Huxley, but if she had she would have agreed
with him in this; and now it seemed as though the furies were driving
her along the streets towards that miserable home of hers, where, so
far, no dove of peace had folded its wings.
It is given to all of us, at one time or another, to repent--more or
less--of the evil; but many of us also know what it is to look back,
with something like remorse, on what we believe to have been the good.
And good and evil, get so mixed up sometimes, when we have often heard
the world's 'right' skilfully controverted and made to seem wrong, by
the tongue whose eloquence once made wrong seem to us right.
Alice had to collect all her energies to enable her to climb the steep
dark stairs which led to her room, and when she had gained it at last,
and had lighted her little benzoline lamp, she sank down on her chair
bedstead, exhausted and breathless. What a hateful room it was; how
cold, and cheerless, and wretched. The few poor articles of furniture
did not relieve its bareness in the least. There was no fire, of
course, and her little lamp quite failed to light up the dark corners.
There must be something wrong with that lamp--it was going out
surely--the room was growing so dark; or was it her eyes from which the
power of seeing was going? The room seemed to swim before her sight,
and a feeling of deadly faintness came over her, a horrible sensation
of going through the floor. She staggered to her feet and drank some
water, which gave her strength to go unsteadily down to the floor
below, and to knock at the landlady's door.
'Oh, I am so ill--so ill! I think I'm dying,' she said, holding out
both hands as the woman appeared; 'help me.'
Then she knew no more. Her troubles, her tiredness, her regrets, her
very self, all were swallowed up in the horror of great darkness that
overwhelmed her.
'Here's a nice set out,' grumbled Mrs Fludger, as her lodger fell at
her feet; 'as if one hadn't enough troubles o' one's own--what with
Jenny being out o' work, and the master on the booze since Friday.
Jenny!'
'Here I am.'
Miss Jenny Fludger, a muscular young woman, with her hair in a long
beaded net, responded to the call, and lent her help in carrying
Alice back to her room. Then the unsympathetic hands of the two women
undressed the girl and laid her in her bed. Then they looked meaningly
at each other.
'If she don't soon come round I'll send Joe for the doctor,' said the
mother. 'You never knows what may happen.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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