The Prose of Alfred LichtensteinLichtenstein, Alfred
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The Prose of Alfred Lichtenstein
Lichtenstein, Alfred
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The student did not hide her liking for the actor. His shabby
appearance filled her with confidence. The area around his
internally) almost rotted, true-hearted blue eyes, worn out, as she
imagined, by make-up and hopelessness, by excessive whorings or
masturbation, gripped her soul. His being, a mixture of smugness and
unashamed aggressiveness, very much excited her. Amidst the
screaming, the waiters, the beer-benches, and the vapors, under the
addictive yellow gaslights, she had to call out with rapture, "I've
never met a man like you before, Mr. Schwertschwanz," He was so
pleased, he touched her. While a troop of soldiers marching by
outside whistled the well-known folk song, "Little Maria, you sweet
little creature etc..."
Without a spoken agreement, the lovers, arm-in-arm, moved in the
direction of the student's room when they left the boozy saloon.
Upstairs, Maria Mondmilch laid down, with her legs crossed, on a
sleep-sofa near the bookcase. The actor sank into a soft chair, next
to which a small table with an ornate bottle of cognac stood.
Talking was difficult. Each wanted to sob out to the other how much
he or she had suffered from childhood on. They wanted to gobble each
other up, so greedy were they as the minutes went by. Something
stood between them. The actor drank the cognac. The student played
nervously with her hands and feet.
The actor could no longer bear his agony. He cried out gently--it
was as though something had been shattered to pieces: "I shall be
frank. I am syphilitic"--Some tears rolled down his cheeks. He was
startled by how insincere he was. The student held her hands in
front of her face. As theatrically as he. But unconsciously.
He had miscalculated. Her erotic excitement was out of control. She
wriggled on her sleep-sofa. She held out her hand to him. She
whispered: "Poor man, come." He did not take her hand. With lowered
eyes, in a face filled with unhappy renunciation, whose effect had
been tried out
on many hysterical women, he said: "You of all people should know
that contact with me might give you an infection, although in the
last few years my Wasserman test was always negative." Then she said
heroically: "Frankness deserves frankness. I am a virgin."
Instinctively she had taken vengeance. He no longer had control of
his overwrought senses. Like a cat he pounced onto the girl in the
middle of the sleep-sofa. Now she fought him off. Ready, with
anxious eyes, to give herself to him.
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