The Prose of Alfred LichtensteinLichtenstein, Alfred
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The Prose of Alfred Lichtenstein
Lichtenstein, Alfred
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This Mr. Lenzlicht, two days after the burial of the pupil Martin
Mueller (who had hanged himself with the stockings of the teacher
Nora Neumann on the window bolt of a skylight), found in a dark
corner of his desk a notebook. He took it out and looked at it. On
the label was written: This work Martin Mueller dedcates to the new
primitives. On the first page was written: Dear Lenzlicht, you are
the only one of the imbeciles in the institution whom I believe
capable of half-way understanding the observations which I have
written down here. But reading this will demonstrate to you that you
also, poor blind man, came into only glancing contact with my
personality, as if it were some empty face, without feeling its
powerful sensibility. Perhaps you will get an inkling (then you
could call yourself lucky). I shall kill myself on the top-hung
window, alone in the realization. My work will endure. Martin
Mueller.
Mr. Lenzlicht was surprised when he read the sentences. Then he
thought about the dimensions of childrens' imaginations. He was
neither happy nor sad, but he seemed dark. Thinking was for him no
passion, therefore he soon continued reading.
On the next page some essays were written about the value of art,
about its future, about the interrelationship of individual arts,
about the architecture of literary style, about the new primitives
who, according to Mueller, would bring about a victorious revolution
in the life of art. The essays almost filled the notebook. Mr.
Lenzlicht read it without taking an active interest, and he often
skipped pages.
The last essay in the notebook seemed to interest him more. His eyes
widened, and they fastened themselves to the letters. He held the
paper like someone who was near-sighted, and with both hands.
Sometimes he said something vague. Or he laughed without knowing it.
Or he laughed, (the way someone would say "damn"). Or he let his
tongue hang out of his mouth. In the notebook was written:
I sit at the desk and dream, which would seem suspicious to the good
Lenzlicht: The young should not dream. Lenzlicht has already noticed
that the skin around my eyes has become ashen. He often asks, with
special emphasis, whether I slept badly saying that I look so funny.
Once I became angry, and said: "You too, Mr. Candidate." Smiling
embarassedly, he beat me until I bled.
I had to interrupt my writing, because Miss Neumann had come in.
Today she has colored legs with patent-leather shoes--I find that
exciting. I had promised myself to watch her no longer... lately she
shown herself to be such a prude... in the afternoon she went into
the city. She came back late. I met her on the staircase. But she
broke away and said, excitedly, "Go to bed." And she went into her
room. In the following days I did not see her. The servant Hermann
said she must be taking care of her room. I asked why. He said she
had become engaged. He smirked.
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