The Prose Writings of Heinrich HeineHeine, Heinrich
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The Prose Writings of Heinrich Heine
Heine, Heinrich
Heine, Heinrich, 1797-1856 -- Translations into English
"Yes, it is very strange that I once fell in love with a girl after she
had been seven years dead. When I became acquainted with little Very I
liked her extremely. For three days I occupied myself with this young
person, and experienced the greatest pleasure in all that she said and
did, and in every expression of her charming wayward being, without
being betrayed withal into any over-tender emotion. And so I was not too
deeply grieved when a few months later I heard that a fever that had
seized her suddenly resulted in death. I forgot her entirely, and I am
convinced that from one year's end to another's I had not one thought of
her. Seven years passed away, and I found myself at Potsdam, to enjoy
the beautiful summer in undisturbed solitude. My society was confined to
the statues in the garden of Sansouci. It happened there one day that I
recollected certain features, and a singular, lovely way of speaking and
moving, without being able to remember to whom they belonged. Nothing is
more annoying than such a drifting into old memories, and I was
therefore joyfully surprised when, after some days, I recollected little
Very, and discovered that it was her dear, forgotten form that had
hovered before me so restlessly. Yes, I rejoiced at this discovery like
one who unexpectedly meets his most intimate friend; the pale hues
gradually grew bright, and at last her sweet little person seemed to
stand bodily before me, smiling, pouting, witty, and prettier than ever.
From that time forth the sweet vision never left me, it filled my whole
soul; wherever I went or stood, that went and stood at my side, spoke
with me, laughed with me, always gentle, and yet never over-tender. I
was, however, more and more fascinated with this vision, which daily
gained more and more reality for me. It is easy to raise ghosts, but it
is difficult to send them back again to their dark night; they look at
us then so imploringly, our own hearts lend them such powerful
intercession. I could not tear myself free, and fell in love with little
Very after she had been seven years dead. I lived thus at Potsdam for
six months, quite buried in this love. I guarded myself more carefully
than ever from any contact with the outer world, and if anyone in the
street came at all near me, I experienced the most miserable oppression.
I cherished a deep horror of every occurrence, such as, perhaps, the
night-wandering spirits of the dead experience; for these, it is said,
are terrified when they meet a living man, as much as a living man is
terrified when he meets a spectre. By chance a traveller came at that
time to Potsdam whom I could not escape--namely, my brother. His
appearance and his accounts of the latest news woke me as from a deep
dream, and I suddenly felt, with a shudder, in what a frightful solitude
I had been so long living. In this condition I had not once noted the
change of the seasons, and I now gazed with wonder on the trees, long
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