The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
Slowly she went down one path, lingering, like one who has gone back
into the past. Suddenly she was touching some heavy crimson roses that
were soft as velvet, touching them thoughtfully, without knowing, as a
mother sometimes fondles the hand of her child. She leaned slightly
forward to catch the scent. Then she wandered on in abstraction.
Sometimes a flame-coloured, scentless rose would hold her arrested. She
stood gazing at it as if she could not understand it. Again the same
softness of intimacy came over her, as she stood before a tumbling heap
of pink petals. Then she wondered over the white rose, that was
greenish, like ice, in the centre. So, slowly, like a white, pathetic
butterfly, she drifted down the path, coming at last to a tiny terrace
all full of roses. They seemed to fill the place, a sunny, gay throng.
She was shy of them, they were so many and so bright. They seemed to be
conversing and laughing. She felt herself in a strange crowd. It
exhilarated her, carried her out of herself. She flushed with
excitement. The air was pure scent.
Hastily, she went to a little seat among the white roses, and sat down.
Her scarlet sunshade made a hard blot of colour. She sat quite still,
feeling her own existence lapse. She was no more than a rose, a rose
that could not quite come into blossom, but remained tense. A little
fly dropped on her knee, on her white dress. She watched it, as if it
had fallen on a rose. She was not herself.
Then she started cruelly as a shadow crossed her and a figure moved
into her sight. It was a man who had come in slippers, unheard. He wore
a linen coat. The morning was shattered, the spell vanished away. She
was only afraid of being questioned. He came forward. She rose. Then,
seeing him, the strength went from her and she sank on the seat again.
He was a young man, military in appearance, growing slightly stout. His
black hair was brushed smooth and bright, his moustache was waxed. But
there was something rambling in his gait. She looked up, blanched to
the lips, and saw his eyes. They were black, and stared without seeing.
They were not a man’s eyes. He was coming towards her.
He stared at her fixedly, made unconscious salute, and sat down beside
her on the seat. He moved on the bench, shifted his feet, saying, in a
gentlemanly, military voice:
“I don’t disturb you—do I?”
She was mute and helpless. He was scrupulously dressed in dark clothes
and a linen coat. She could not move. Seeing his hands, with the ring
she knew so well upon the little finger, she felt as if she were going
dazed. The whole world was deranged. She sat unavailing. For his hands,
her symbols of passionate love, filled her with horror as they rested
now on his strong thighs.
“May I smoke?” he asked intimately, almost secretly, his hand going to
his pocket.
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