The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
She could not answer, but it did not matter, he was in another world.
She wondered, craving, if he recognized her—if he could recognize her.
She sat pale with anguish. But she had to go through it.
“I haven’t got any tobacco,” he said thoughtfully.
But she paid no heed to his words, only she attended to him. Could he
recognize her, or was it all gone? She sat still in a frozen kind of
suspense.
“I smoke John Cotton,” he said, “and I must economize with it, it is
expensive. You know, I’m not very well off while these lawsuits are
going on.”
“No,” she said, and her heart was cold, her soul kept rigid.
He moved, made a loose salute, rose, and went away. She sat motionless.
She could see his shape, the shape she had loved, with all her passion:
his compact, soldier’s head, his fine figure now slackened. And it was
not he. It only filled her with horror too difficult to know.
Suddenly he came again, his hand in his jacket pocket.
“Do you mind if I smoke?” he said. “Perhaps I shall be able to see
things more clearly.”
He sat down beside her again, filling a pipe. She watched his hands
with the fine strong fingers. They had always inclined to tremble
slightly. It had surprised her, long ago, in such a healthy man. Now
they moved inaccurately, and the tobacco hung raggedly out of the pipe.
“I have legal business to attend to. Legal affairs are always so
uncertain. I tell my solicitor exactly, precisely what I want, but I
can never get it done.”
She sat and heard him talking. But it was not he. Yet those were the
hands she had kissed, there were the glistening, strange black eyes
that she had loved. Yet it was not he. She sat motionless with horror
and silence. He dropped his tobacco pouch, and groped for it on the
ground. Yet she must wait if he would recognize her. Why could she not
go! In a moment he rose.
“I must go at once,” he said. “The owl is coming.” Then he added
confidentially: “His name isn’t really the owl, but I call him that. I
must go and see if he has come.”
She rose too. He stood before her, uncertain. He was a handsome,
soldierly fellow, and a lunatic. Her eyes searched him, and searched
him, to see if he would recognize her, if she could discover him.
“You don’t know me?” she asked, from the terror of her soul, standing
alone.
He looked back at her quizzically. She had to bear his eyes. They
gleamed on her, but with no intelligence. He was drawing nearer to her.
“Yes, I do know you,” he said, fixed, intent, but mad, drawing his face
nearer hers. Her horror was too great. The powerful lunatic was coming
too near to her.
A man approached, hastening.
“The garden isn’t open this morning,” he said.
The deranged man stopped and looked at him. The keeper went to the seat
and picked up the tobacco pouch left lying there.
“Don’t leave your tobacco, sir,” he said, taking it to the gentleman in
the linen coat.
“I was just asking this lady to stay to lunch,” the latter said
politely. “She is a friend of mine.”
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