The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
The spur of the officer caught in a tree-root, he went down backwards
with a crash, the middle of his back thudding sickeningly against a
sharp-edged tree-base, the pot flying away. And in a second the
orderly, with serious, earnest young face, and under-lip between his
teeth, had got his knee in the officer’s chest and was pressing the
chin backward over the farther edge of the tree-stump, pressing, with
all his heart behind in a passion of relief, the tension of his wrists
exquisite with relief. And with the base of his palms he shoved at the
chin, with all his might. And it was pleasant, too, to have that chin,
that hard jaw already slightly rough with beard, in his hands. He did
not relax one hair’s breadth, but, all the force of all his blood
exulting in his thrust, he shoved back the head of the other man, till
there was a little cluck and a crunching sensation. Then he felt as if
his head went to vapour. Heavy convulsions shook the body of the
officer, frightening and horrifying the young soldier. Yet it pleased
him, too, to repress them. It pleased him to keep his hands pressing
back the chin, to feel the chest of the other man yield in expiration
to the weight of his strong, young knees, to feel the hard twitchings
of the prostrate body jerking his own whole frame, which was pressed
down on it.
But it went still. He could look into the nostrils of the other man,
the eyes he could scarcely see. How curiously the mouth was pushed out,
exaggerating the full lips, and the moustache bristling up from them.
Then, with a start, he noticed the nostrils gradually filled with
blood. The red brimmed, hesitated, ran over, and went in a thin trickle
down the face to the eyes.
It shocked and distressed him. Slowly, he got up. The body twitched and
sprawled there, inert. He stood and looked at it in silence. It was a
pity it was broken. It represented more than the thing which had kicked
and bullied him. He was afraid to look at the eyes. They were hideous
now, only the whites showing, and the blood running to them. The face
of the orderly was drawn with horror at the sight. Well, it was so. In
his heart he was satisfied. He had hated the face of the Captain. It
was extinguished now. There was a heavy relief in the orderly’s soul.
That was as it should be. But he could not bear to see the long,
military body lying broken over the tree-base, the fine fingers
crisped. He wanted to hide it away.
Quickly, busily, he gathered it up and pushed it under the felled
tree-trunks, which rested their beautiful, smooth length either end on
logs. The face was horrible with blood. He covered it with the helmet.
Then he pushed the limbs straight and decent, and brushed the dead
leaves off the fine cloth of the uniform. So, it lay quite still in the
shadow under there. A little strip of sunshine ran along the breast,
from a chink between the logs. The orderly sat by it for a few moments.
Here his own life also ended.
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