The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
At this time in the afternoon, the huts were deserted, all the beds
pushed up, the soldiers were lounging about under the lime trees
waiting for the call to drill. Bachmann sat on a bench in the shade
that smelled sickly with blossom. Pale green, wrecked lime flowers were
scattered on the ground. He was writing his weekly post card to his
mother. He was a fair, long, limber youth, good looking. He sat very
still indeed, trying to write his post card. His blue uniform, sagging
on him as he sat bent over the card, disfigured his youthful shape. His
sunburnt hand waited motionless for the words to come. “Dear
mother”—was all he had written. Then he scribbled mechanically: “Many
thanks for your letter with what you sent. Everything is all right with
me. We are just off to drill on the fortifications——” Here he broke off
and sat suspended, oblivious of everything, held in some definite
suspense. He looked again at the card. But he could write no more. Out
of the knot of his consciousness no word would come. He signed himself,
and looked up, as a man looks to see if anyone has noticed him in his
privacy.
There was a self-conscious strain in his blue eyes, and a pallor about
his mouth, where the young, fair moustache glistened. He was almost
girlish in his good looks and his grace. But he had something of
military consciousness, as if he believed in the discipline for
himself, and found satisfaction in delivering himself to his duty.
There was also a trace of youthful swagger and dare-devilry about his
mouth and his limber body, but this was in suppression now.
He put the post card in the pocket of his tunic, and went to join a
group of his comrades who were lounging in the shade, laughing and
talking grossly. Today he was out of it. He only stood near to them for
the warmth of the association. In his own consciousness something held
him down.
Presently they were summoned to ranks. The sergeant came out to take
command. He was a strongly built, rather heavy man of forty. His head
was thrust forward, sunk a little between his powerful shoulders, and
the strong jaw was pushed out aggressively. But the eyes were
smouldering, the face hung slack and sodden with drink.
He gave his orders in brutal, barking shouts, and the little company
moved forward, out of the wire-fenced yard to the open road, marching
rhythmically, raising the dust. Bachmann, one of the inner file of four
deep, marched in the airless ranks, half suffocated with heat and dust
and enclosure. Through the moving of his comrades’ bodies, he could see
the small vines dusty by the roadside, the poppies among the tares
fluttering and blown to pieces, the distant spaces of sky and fields
all free with air and sunshine. But he was bound in a very dark
enclosure of anxiety within himself.
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