The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
Gradually the officer had become aware of his servant’s young,
vigorous, unconscious presence about him. He could not get away from
the sense of the youth’s person, while he was in attendance. It was
like a warm flame upon the older man’s tense, rigid body, that had
become almost unliving, fixed. There was something so free and
self-contained about him, and something in the young fellow’s movement,
that made the officer aware of him. And this irritated the Prussian. He
did not choose to be touched into life by his servant. He might easily
have changed his man, but he did not. He now very rarely looked direct
at his orderly, but kept his face averted, as if to avoid seeing him.
And yet as the young soldier moved unthinking about the apartment, the
elder watched him, and would notice the movement of his strong young
shoulders under the blue cloth, the bend of his neck. And it irritated
him. To see the soldier’s young, brown, shapely peasant’s hand grasp
the loaf or the wine-bottle sent a flash of hate or of anger through
the elder man’s blood. It was not that the youth was clumsy: it was
rather the blind, instinctive sureness of movement of an unhampered
young animal that irritated the officer to such a degree.
Once, when a bottle of wine had gone over, and the red gushed out on to
the tablecloth, the officer had started up with an oath, and his eyes,
bluey like fire, had held those of the confused youth for a moment. It
was a shock for the young soldier. He felt something sink deeper,
deeper into his soul, where nothing had ever gone before. It left him
rather blank and wondering. Some of his natural completeness in himself
was gone, a little uneasiness took its place. And from that time an
undiscovered feeling had held between the two men.
Henceforward the orderly was afraid of really meeting his master. His
subconsciousness remembered those steely blue eyes and the harsh brows,
and did not intend to meet them again. So he always stared past his
master, and avoided him. Also, in a little anxiety, he waited for the
three months to have gone, when his time would be up. He began to feel
a constraint in the Captain’s presence, and the soldier even more than
the officer wanted to be left alone, in his neutrality as servant.
He had served the Captain for more than a year, and knew his duty. This
he performed easily, as if it were natural to him. The officer and his
commands he took for granted, as he took the sun and the rain, and he
served as a matter of course. It did not implicate him personally.
But now if he were going to be forced into a personal interchange with
his master he would be like a wild thing caught, he felt he must get
away.
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