The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
The moment she entered the room where the man sat alone, waiting
intensely, the thrill passed through her, she died in terror, and after
the death, a great flame gushed up, obliterating her. He sat in
trousers and shirt on the side of the bed. He looked up as she came in,
and she shrank from his face. She could not bear it. Yet she entered
near to him.
“Do you want anything to eat?” she said.
“Yes,” he answered, and as she stood in the twilight of the room with
him, he could only hear his heart beat heavily. He saw her apron just
level with his face. She stood silent, a little distance off, as if she
would be there for ever. He suffered.
As if in a spell she waited, standing motionless and looming there, he
sat rather crouching on the side of the bed. A second will in him was
powerful and dominating. She drew gradually nearer to him, coming up
slowly, as if unconscious. His heart beat up swiftly. He was going to
move.
As she came quite close, almost invisibly he lifted his arms and put
them round her waist, drawing her with his will and desire. He buried
his face into her apron, into the terrible softness of her belly. And
he was a flame of passion intense about her. He had forgotten. Shame
and memory were gone in a whole, furious flame of passion.
She was quite helpless. Her hands leapt, fluttered, and closed over his
head, pressing it deeper into her belly, vibrating as she did so. And
his arms tightened on her, his hands spread over her loins, warm as
flame on her loveliness. It was intense anguish of bliss for her, and
she lost consciousness.
When she recovered, she lay translated in the peace of satisfaction.
It was what she had had no inkling of, never known could be. She was
strong with eternal gratitude. And he was there with her. Instinctively
with an instinct of reverence and gratitude, her arms tightened in a
little embrace upon him who held her thoroughly embraced.
And he was restored and completed, close to her. That little,
twitching, momentary clasp of acknowledgment that she gave him in her
satisfaction, roused his pride unconquerable. They loved each other,
and all was whole. She loved him, he had taken her, she was given to
him. It was right. He was given to her, and they were one, complete.
Warm, with a glow in their hearts and faces, they rose again, modest,
but transfigured with happiness.
“I will get you something to eat,” she said, and in joy and security of
service again, she left him, making a curious little homage of
departure. He sat on the side of the bed, escaped, liberated,
wondering, and happy.
V
Soon she came again with the tray, followed by Fräulein Hesse. The two
women watched him eat, watched the pride and wonder of his being, as he
sat there blond and naïf again. Emilie felt rich and complete. Ida was
a lesser thing than herself.
“And what are you going to do?” asked Fräulein Hesse, jealous.
“I must get away,” he said.
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