The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
In the morning, when the bugle sounded from the barracks they rose and
looked out of the window. She loved his body that was proud and blond
and able to take command. And he loved her body that was soft and
eternal. They looked at the faint grey vapour of summer steaming off
from the greenness and ripeness of the fields. There was no town
anywhere, their look ended in the haze of the summer morning. Their
bodies rested together, their minds tranquil. Then a little anxiety
stirred in both of them from the sound of the bugle. She was called
back to her old position, to realize the world of authority she did not
understand but had wanted to serve. But this call died away again from
her. She had all.
She went downstairs to her work, curiously changed. She was in a new
world of her own, that she had never even imagined, and which was the
land of promise for all that. In this she moved and had her being. And
she extended it to her duties. She was curiously happy and absorbed.
She had not to strive out of herself to do her work. The doing came
from within her without call or command. It was a delicious outflow,
like sunshine, the activity that flowed from her and put her tasks to
rights.
Bachmann sat busily thinking. He would have to get all his plans ready.
He must write to his mother, and she must send him money to Paris. He
would go to Paris, and from thence, quickly, to America. It had to be
done. He must make all preparations. The dangerous part was the getting
into France. He thrilled in anticipation. During the day he would need
a time-table of the trains going to Paris—he would need to think. It
gave him delicious pleasure, using all his wits. It seemed such an
adventure.
This one day, and he would escape then into freedom. What an agony of
need he had for absolute, imperious freedom. He had won to his own
being, in himself and Emilie, he had drawn the stigma from his shame,
he was beginning to be himself. And now he wanted madly to be free to
go on. A home, his work, and absolute freedom to move and to be, in
her, with her, this was his passionate desire. He thought in a kind of
ecstasy, living an hour of painful intensity.
Suddenly he heard voices, and a tramping of feet. His heart gave a
great leap, then went still. He was taken. He had known all along. A
complete silence filled his body and soul, a silence like death, a
suspension of life and sound. He stood motionless in the bedroom, in
perfect suspension.
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