The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
The Reverend Ernest Lindley, aged twenty-seven, and newly married, came
from his curacy in Suffolk to take charge of his church. He was just an
ordinary young man, who had been to Cambridge and taken orders. His
wife was a self-assured young woman, daughter of a Cambridgeshire
rector. Her father had spent the whole of his thousand a year, so that
Mrs Lindley had nothing of her own. Thus the young married people came
to Aldecross to live on a stipend of about a hundred and twenty pounds,
and to keep up a superior position.
They were not very well received by the new, raw, disaffected
population of colliers. Being accustomed to farm labourers, Mr Lindley
had considered himself as belonging indisputably to the upper or
ordering classes. He had to be humble to the county families, but
still, he was of their kind, whilst the common people were something
different. He had no doubts of himself.
He found, however, that the collier population refused to accept this
arrangement. They had no use for him in their lives, and they told him
so, callously. The women merely said, “they were throng,” or else, “Oh,
it’s no good you coming here, we’re Chapel.” The men were quite
good-humoured so long as he did not touch them too nigh, they were
cheerfully contemptuous of him, with a preconceived contempt he was
powerless against.
At last, passing from indignation to silent resentment, even, if he
dared have acknowledged it, to conscious hatred of the majority of his
flock, and unconscious hatred of himself, he confined his activities to
a narrow round of cottages, and he had to submit. He had no particular
character, having always depended on his position in society to give
him position among men. Now he was so poor, he had no social standing
even among the common vulgar tradespeople of the district, and he had
not the nature nor the wish to make his society agreeable to them, nor
the strength to impose himself where he would have liked to be
recognized. He dragged on, pale and miserable and neutral.
At first his wife raged with mortification. She took on airs and used a
high hand. But her income was too small, the wrestling with tradesmen’s
bills was too pitiful, she only met with general, callous ridicule when
she tried to be impressive.
Wounded to the quick of her pride, she found herself isolated in an
indifferent, callous population. She raged indoors and out. But soon
she learned that she must pay too heavily for her outdoor rages, and
then she only raged within the walls of the rectory. There her feeling
was so strong, that she frightened herself. She saw herself hating her
husband, and she knew that, unless she were careful, she would smash
her form of life and bring catastrophe upon him and upon herself. So in
very fear, she went quiet. She hid, bitter and beaten by fear, behind
the only shelter she had in the world, her gloomy, poor parsonage.
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