The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
She had rather a complaining manner. The clergyman sat on uncomfortably
while she laid the table for the half-past ten lunch. Her husband drew
up to eat. She remained in her little round armchair by the fire.
She was a woman who would have liked to be easy in her life, but to
whose lot had fallen a rough and turbulent family, and a slothful
husband who did not care what became of himself or anybody. So, her
rather good-looking square face was peevish, she had that air of having
been compelled all her life to serve unwillingly, and to control where
she did not want to control. There was about her, too, that masterful
_aplomb_ of a woman who has brought up and ruled her sons: but even
them she had ruled unwillingly. She had enjoyed managing her little
haberdashery-shop, riding in the carrier’s cart to Nottingham, going
through the big warehouses to buy her goods. But the fret of managing
her sons she did not like. Only she loved her youngest boy, because he
was her last, and she saw herself free.
This was one of the houses the clergyman visited occasionally. Mrs
Durant, as part of her regulation, had brought up all her sons in the
Church. Not that she had any religion. Only, it was what she was used
to. Mr Durant was without religion. He read the fervently evangelical
_Life of John Wesley_ with a curious pleasure, getting from it a
satisfaction as from the warmth of the fire, or a glass of brandy. But
he cared no more about John Wesley, in fact, than about John Milton, of
whom he had never heard.
Mrs Durant took her chair to the table.
“I don’t feel like eating,” she sighed.
“Why—aren’t you well?” asked the clergyman, patronizing.
“It isn’t that,” she sighed. She sat with shut, straight mouth. “I
don’t know what’s going to become of us.”
But the clergyman had ground himself down so long, that he could not
easily sympathize.
“Have you any trouble?” he asked.
“Ay, have I any trouble!” cried the elderly woman. “I shall end my days
in the workhouse.”
The minister waited unmoved. What could she know of poverty, in her
little house of plenty!
“I hope not,” he said.
“And the one lad as I wanted to keep by me——” she lamented.
The minister listened without sympathy, quite neutral.
“And the lad as would have been a support to my old age! What is going
to become of us?” she said.
The clergyman, justly, did not believe in the cry of poverty, but
wondered what had become of the son.
“Has anything happened to Alfred?” he asked.
“We’ve got word he’s gone for a Queen’s sailor,” she said sharply.
“He has joined the Navy!” exclaimed Mr Lindley. “I think he could
scarcely have done better—to serve his Queen and country on the
sea....”
“He is wanted to serve _me_,” she cried. “And I wanted my lad at home.”
Alfred was her baby, her last, whom she had allowed herself the luxury
of spoiling.
“You will miss him,” said Mr Lindley, “that is certain. But this is no
regrettable step for him to have taken—on the contrary.”
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