The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
“After wandering about till I was faint I dropped again in the bracken.
The boughs above me creaked with frost. I started and looked round. The
branches were like hair among the starlight. My heart stood still.
Again there was a creak, creak, and suddenly a whoop, that whistled in
fading. I fell down in the bracken like dead wood. Yet, by the peculiar
whistling sound at the end, I knew it was only the ice bending or
tightening in the frost. I was in the woods above the lake, only two
miles from the Manor. And yet, when the lake whooped hollowly again, I
clutched the frozen soil, every one of my muscles as stiff as the stiff
earth. So all the night long I dare not move my face, but pressed it
flat down, and taut I lay as if pegged down and braced.
“When morning came still I did not move, I lay still in a dream. By
afternoon my ache was such it enlivened me. I cried, rocking my breath
in the ache of moving. Then again I became fierce. I beat my hands on
the rough bark to hurt them, so that I should not ache so much. In such
a rage I was I swung my limbs to torture till I fell sick with pain.
Yet I fought the hurt, fought it and fought by twisting and flinging
myself, until it was overcome. Then the evening began to draw on. All
day the sun had not loosened the frost. I felt the sky chill again
towards afternoon. Then I knew the night was coming, and, remembering
the great space I had just come through, horrible so that it seemed to
have made me another man, I fled across the wood.
“But in my running I came upon the oak where hanged five bodies. There
they must hang, bar-stiff, night after night. It was a terror worse
than any. Turning, blundering through the forest, I came out where the
trees thinned, where only hawthorns, ragged and shaggy, went down to
the lake’s edge.
“The sky across was red, the ice on the water glistened as if it were
warm. A few wild geese sat out like stones on the sheet of ice. I
thought of Martha. She was the daughter of the miller at the upper end
of the lake. Her hair was red like beech leaves in a wind. When I had
gone often to the mill with the horses she had brought me food.
“‘I thought,’ said I to her, ‘’twas a squirrel sat on your shoulder.
’Tis your hair fallen loose.’
“‘They call me the fox,’ she said.
“‘Would I were your dog,’ said I. She would bring me bacon and good
bread, when I called at the mill with the horses. The thought of cakes
of bread and of bacon made me reel as if drunk. I had torn at the
rabbit holes, I had chewed wood all day. In such a dimness was my head
that I felt neither the soreness of my wounds nor the cuts of thorns on
my knees, but stumbled towards the mill, almost past fear of man and
death, panting with fear of the darkness that crept behind me from
trunk to trunk.
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