The Prussian OfficerLawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
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The Prussian Officer
Lawrence, D. H. (David Herbert)
Fiction; Short stories
“Coming to the gap in the wood, below which lay the pond, I heard no
sound. Always I knew the place filled with the buzz of water, but now
it was silent. In fear of this stillness I ran forward, forgetting
myself, forgetting the frost. The wood seemed to pursue me. I fell,
just in time, down by a shed wherein were housed the few wintry pigs.
The miller came riding in on his horse, and the barking of dogs was for
him. I heard him curse the day, curse his servant, curse me, whom he
had been out to hunt, in his rage of wasted labour, curse all. As I lay
I heard inside the shed a sucking. Then I knew that the sow was there,
and that the most of her sucking pigs would be already killed for
tomorrow’s Christmas. The miller, from forethought to have young at
that time, made profit by his sucking pigs that were sold for the
mid-winter feast.
“When in a moment all was silent in the dusk, I broke the bar and came
into the shed. The sow grunted, but did not come forth to discover me.
By and by I crept in towards her warmth. She had but three young left,
which now angered her, she being too full of milk. Every now and again
she slashed at them and they squealed. Busy as she was with them, I in
the darkness advanced towards her. I trembled so that scarce dared I
trust myself near her, for long dared not put my naked face towards
her. Shuddering with hunger and fear, I at last fed of her, guarding my
face with my arm. Her own full young tumbled squealing against me, but
she, feeling her ease, lay grunting. At last I, too, lay drunk,
swooning.
“I was roused by the shouting of the miller. He, angered by his
daughter who wept, abused her, driving her from the house to feed the
swine. She came, bowing under a yoke, to the door of the shed. Finding
the pin broken she stood afraid, then, as the sow grunted, she came
cautiously in. I took her with my arm, my hand over her mouth. As she
struggled against my breast my heart began to beat loudly. At last she
knew it was I. I clasped her. She hung in my arms, turning away her
face, so that I kissed her throat. The tears blinded my eyes, I know
not why, unless it were the hurt of my mouth, wounded by the horse, was
keen.
“‘They will kill you,’ she whispered.
“‘No,’ I answered.
“And she wept softly. She took my head in her arms and kissed me,
wetting me with her tears, brushing me with her keen hair, warming me
through.
“‘I will not go away from here,’ I said. ‘Bring me a knife, and I will
defend myself.’
“‘No,’ she wept. ‘Ah, no!’
“When she went I lay down, pressing my chest where she had rested on
the earth, lest being alone were worse emptiness than hunger.
“Later she came again. I saw her bend in the doorway, a lanthorn
hanging in front. As she peered under the redness of her falling hair,
I was afraid of her. But she came with food. We sat together in the
dull light. Sometimes still I shivered and my throat would not swallow.
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