But there is still another way of looking at wakefulness, when we
cannot trace the cause of it. It may be the time sent to us by the
Spirit for quiet thought. The ancients believed that God spoke in
visions of the night. We may not always be able to sleep, but we can
always lie in the arms of our Great Mother Nature. There is a real
philosophy as well as devotion in the old prayer we teach our children,
“Now I lay me down to sleep.” A still older form of the almost
instinctive recognition of the fact that sleeping is but intrusting
ourselves to the Universal love was, “He committed himself to God in
sleep.” Like sleep, a wakeful night may be a growing time. It affords
the quiet, the time, the seclusion to think over the meanings of
things, or even to seek the cause of the wakefulness itself. For that
is the first thing to do if we find ourselves wakeful; if the cause
be so obscure that we cannot find it, then the best thing to do is to
accept the fact.
Either we do not need the sleep we are seeking,—the reclining position
being all the _rest_ the body needs,—or else we do need the wakefulness
to teach us something that we can learn or will learn in no other way.
It is a time when, free from the watchful eyes of those who love us, or
those who do not love us, we need not fear to look at ourselves, our
motives, our relations to our fellows.
It may be only at such a time that we can feel the closeness of the
tie that binds all mankind, only in such a time that a life-giving
sense of oneness can renew life and joy. Some persons are so acutely
conscious of the surge around them during the day that it is difficult,
if not impossible, for them to get any large view of it. They are so
beset and bewildered by each little detail of life that they cannot
see any relation among things as a whole, cannot “see the wood for
the trees.” Or, it may be that a lack of poise, a false estimate of
the relations of things, makes them find “their own affairs” so
interesting or exhausting that the observing mind gets no large or deep
impressions to be added to the sum of the knowledge the inner self
possesses.
For either of these classes the wakeful night may prove more restful
and helpful than hours of sleep. It may be made to bring a breadth of
view that will lift one out of the narrow limits in which daily life is
passed. It may do as much as this for any of us, and, if we reject the
receptive mood, and insist upon objecting to the wakefulness, we may
thereby deprive ourselves of some of the most illuminating experiences.
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