_The Public Square_ was staying alive under the energy amassed by
the family of trowel makers, but John Higgins wasn’t standing the
punishment of the days. Pidge saw him falling into the fear of small
things. Among other institutions he hated was the U. S. Department of
Justice, but this department was hot after him and he was bluffed at
last. The climax had come upon the arrest of a famous pacifist, when
John Higgins was cornered with the necessity of silence. Since there
was no outlet in protest, his venom turned in on himself. His periods
of “illness” were frequent, and Pidge had a great deal to do. His old
reaction against her marriage was apparently forgotten, though his
temper was unreliable. He was using her now as never before. Once in
a while, he would look at her long and queerly, and often he said, “I
wish Dicky were here.”
* * * * *
In April, 1918, about the same time, a book and a boy were born in 54
Harrow Street. Pidge was present at both deliveries. The enactment of
the boy’s coming required a full night; and during the next day, her
activities at _The Public Square_ were remote to Pidge, who had shrunk
so deeply into herself from nausea and a new kind of fright, that the
meaning of outer events was distorted and ungrippable. John Higgins
didn’t miss the fact. In the drag of the afternoon, she was called to
the telephone--Miss Claes on the wire:
“You’d better come, Pidge!”
An hour later, between five and six in the afternoon, she was in the
Harrow Street house, looking down into Fanny’s face which squirmed from
side to side. The eyes moved around the room and finally fixed on Pidge.
“That you, Redhead?”
“Yes----”
“You was a hell of a long time comin’.”
“I know----”
“That dirty animal hurt me----” Evidently this referred to the doctor.
“I’m sorry. He didn’t mean to----”
“Know all about it, don’t yer? Know all about everythin’, don’t yer?”
Pidge didn’t answer.
Fanny lay a moment in pallid anger. Then her eyes slowly opened wider,
stretched, filled with astonishment, part rapture, part fear.
“Why, Musser,” Fanny said in an awed tone, as one listening to a far
sound, “Holy Christ, I’m dying!”
She was the last one in the room to know it--except the baby.
A queer little dud with his black hair that stayed combed. No telling
what he knew any of the time. He didn’t open his eyes so that anybody
could catch him at it for several days, but the nurse never would have
done raving over his black lashes. Finally Pidge heard the news--that
the eyes weren’t black after all, as the hair and lashes would
indicate, but a dense blue.
“He’s going to be a soldier--such a soldier!” the nurse exclaimed. “I
know I’ll die when I have to leave him.”
Pidge’s lips worked without sound, and then a funny little twisted
smile stayed there--that made Miss Claes love her as never before.
XXXVI
RUFE HURRIES HOME
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