“I rather liked yesterday’s issue,” he said, “and they tell me that the
next two numbers are practically made up.”
“You’ve been to the office then?”
“No. I called up from home at breakfast. That’s how I heard you were
here. Just off ship last night----”
“Bert Ames got in three weeks ago. You were a long time coming----”
“My turn didn’t come--everybody dying to get home since the racket
stopped.”
“Your paper’s alive, Dicky--that’s the best that can be said.”
“My paper----”
“I’m looking for you to buy the rest. My equity is on the market. _The
Public Square_ is alive, but it’s not my fault.”
“Whose?”
“Didn’t they tell you that ‘The Weekly’ was away?”
Dicky looked bewildered. A glint of the old humor had come back to John
Higgins’ eyes, as he added:
“The woman thou gavest me.”
“You mean about Pidge Musser being called to Los Angeles?”
“Suddenly discovered she had a father who couldn’t be denied. Ripped
out of here on the fifth and left a hole in every department.... They
say I’m done with the desk for a time. I knew it without them telling
me. I’d have had to wire her to-day or to-morrow to come back, if you
hadn’t turned up.”
Dicky’s thoughts now became busy adjusting to the fact that John
Higgins wasn’t returning to the desk at once.
“I know when I’m done,” the old man repeated. “It’s taken nearly sixty
years, but I know. You’ve heard about the serpent that stings itself to
death in captivity?”
“It’s just the chafing of the muzzle, John. You’re not stinging
yourself to death----”
“We all have our little code, Dicky, and I haven’t been true to mine.
Your paper’s alive, in spite of what I would have done. My code pulled
me the other way--against you--but that little thing stood by your
interests. You’ve got her to thank, not me.”
“Tell me----”
“They were doing things in this country that I knew about----” the old
man shut his eyes, as if in nausea--“but she kept me still. Then they
arrested an old friend of mine--man I’ve known for thirty years--man
who loves his country _all the time_--as I do not--and they arrested
him. One Sunday morning I wrote my little say about it all, and as I
wrote, I heard them singing ‘Nearer, My God, to Thee,’ in a church down
the block from my rooms. That’s what I called the article. I was sober.
I wrote for all days, and every year I had lived went into it--all I
was. I was willing to throw you--a little matter of money which you
could afford. I was throwing myself, but I was pleased enough with the
story to show it to her Monday morning, instead of sending it down to
the composing room.”
The narrative halted for several seconds. Dicky moved around the bed to
rest the old man’s eyes.
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