“I’m not so sure of it, since yesterday. I couldn’t take their chances.
I couldn’t sit down and do a novel and not know how I was going to
eat my way through. I couldn’t scrub tenement-house floors for the
privilege of writing a book.... Oh, I love books all right. I rise up
and yell when a big short story comes in the office, or breaks out
anywhere. I think I know a real one, but a man’s got to do a whole
lot of appreciating before he gets to doing. I’m not bred somehow as
those people are. I’m the first of the Cobdens to break out of trade.
They call _me_ a dreamer, my people do--yet compared to those boys and
girls in Harrow Street, I’m a basket of fish with only a wiggle at the
bottom----”
“Get out,” said John Higgins. “The first thing you know, you’ll be
going down there again.”
“I will,” said Dicky. “I’m going down there to live.”
“Eh?”
The younger man nodded seriously. “They’re crazy, perhaps, but I’m
convinced from yesterday of one thing: One can’t be sane as I am, and
ever find the Big Story, much less write it.”
“Therefore the first thing to do is to go insane.”
“It isn’t like that,” Dicky said gently. “I’ve been brought up to think
I know New York, belong and breathe in New York. You see, my family
has lived here a hundred years. But yesterday I saw New York for the
first time. She isn’t an old Dutch frump, as we thought, John. She’s a
damsel! She’s a new moon----”
“Blue eyes?” said John Higgins.
“No, that’s the little girl from Los Angeles. It’s the landlady, of
course, who’s the spirit of the place. I figured out afterward that it
was because she was there that I liked everybody and had a good time.
Wouldn’t be surprised to hear she was a priestess of some sort. I asked
if she were Hindu, and she said ‘Yes,’ but she talks as if she were out
of an English convent. Of course, most of her lodgers don’t get her.
One old actor, out of a job, leaned across the table to me yesterday
when Miss Claes left the room. He tapped his forehead, whispering,
‘Lovely, eh, but got the Ophelias.’”
“Is she young?” John Higgins asked presently.
“Moreover,” Dicky added, lost in thought, “I believe Miss Claes knows
that they think her cracked and doesn’t mind.... Young? Say, I don’t
know, John. You don’t think of her with years, somehow--rather as one
who has reached the top of herself and decided to stay there.”
John Higgins leaned back, drained his coffee cup and stared with eyes
that smarted at the steaming ceiling. “Is Naidu going to do us another
story?”
“We didn’t get to that, but they gave me a novel manuscript to read.”
“His?”
“No, I didn’t get it straight whose it was. Miss Claes handed it over,
suggesting I look at it for a serial. Some one in the house had written
it or left it there.”
“We’d better be going back to the office. Have you read into the novel?”
“Started, but didn’t get really going. It’s back-age France stuff, and
I was a little lost last night on the subject of 54 Harrow Street.”
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