FANNY GALLUP was taking life easy. She had not been separated from her
children, but relieved for the present from the hunger drive to support
them. Pidge helped to pay Fanny’s room and board, but didn’t miss the
fact that the main expense fell upon Miss Claes.
“There is a little fund back of me for just such cases, Pidge,” Miss
Claes said. “I rarely divulge the fact, but there is no reason in the
world why you should be inconvenienced.”
“Except that I brought her here----”
“I asked you to.”
“Except that she called on _me_ in her trouble, and I worked elbow to
elbow with her for four months, and she pulls out the very devil from
me every time I see her.”
“Your feeling of responsibility is what makes you what you are--I never
miss that, Pidge. If you weren’t so hard and straight on all the tricky
little matters of dollars and cents, you can be very sure I’d never
tell you my secret of secrets, about the fund.”
“I’ll have to pay what I can, if only because I hate to so. But I can
never pay for bringing her to your house.”
Miss Claes laughed. “That is only the way you see it. Fanny isn’t heavy
on us here. Not at all. It’s the dear, possessive Pidge that is hurt.
Do you suppose I am torn by what goes on in the rooms and halls? Not
torn beyond repair from day to day, at least. Fanny’s only a little
more simple than most, a little less secretive.”
“She’s unmoral,” Pidge declared solemnly. “The awful thing is, she
doesn’t learn. Life passes through her like a sieve, leaves its muck on
her, and she doesn’t learn.”
Philosophy seldom helped Pidge; she had heard too much of it, and money
was invariably a serious affair. In the California life there had
never been enough money for all needs. Adolph Musser was unable to do
without what he wanted, even though the immediate tradespeople of the
neighborhood were frequently forced to. The metaphysician relied upon
the Law of Providence to take care of them; and this had hacked and
hewed into Pidge’s disposition; this had meant red war to her soul up
to the last hour in her father’s house.
Here in New York the fight had been different. Even with Miss Claes
mysteriously back of her from the beginning, she had faced, in her
first few months in New York, the ugly candor of starvation. There was
established in Pidge both from Los Angeles and New York experiences,
a determination to fix herself unrockingly on her own feet in a
financial way; and now, just as she might have gotten a bit ahead, was
the expense of Albert’s children, and the claims of their mother, which
were getting to look as interminable to Pidge as a ninety-nine years’
lease.
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