Another trouble was that Fanny was beginning to show fresh traces of
her sense of the “fun of the thing.” Her spine was stiffening a little
with good food and rest, and curious little suggestions of starch
showed in lips and hair and breast that had been utterly draggled. She
was often seen hanging over the banisters; sure indication of renewal
of life and hope. She didn’t weep over the departed Albert; in fact,
Pidge Musser observed, as an added revelation of the hatefulness
of life, that Fanny was back on the scene looking for a man--not
earnestly, not passionately, but without compunction and entirely
unwhipped. Fanny granted that she was nobody, that she never had been;
but that was no sign why she should pass up anything that was going by.
Pain and hunger were forgotten like a sickness.
One night as she was coming in, Pidge heard Fanny’s low laugh on the
floor above, as she ran upstairs in time to shoo a lodger from Fanny’s
arms in the doorway. Then she followed into the littered room and a
light was made. The two women faced. The laugh remained unwithered on
Fanny’s cheerful face.
“Oh, Musser, you look so cross,” she panted.
“Don’t you remember--?” Pidge began.
“Remember wot?”
“What you were in that beast’s nest in Foley Street?”
“That’s what you always want, Musser, always want me to keep
rememberin’, just as I’m getting straightened out.”
The fashion of Fanny’s straightening out settled upon Pidge, as she
looked around the room. Its awfulness was beyond tears to her, even
beyond laughter.
“Fanny Gallup, if you bring another baby here, I’ll--I’ll----”
“There ain’t going to be no other baby here, Musser. I ain’t nobody’s
chicken like that.”
XX
THEY WALK IN CIRCLES
ONE day just as Pidge was finishing luncheon with John Higgins, she
was startled to hear Melton’s voice. He moved around their table with
a fling of his coat tails and held out both his hands. It actually
sounded, though she never was sure, as if he said something like, “I’ve
been looking everywhere for you.”
Pidge fancied a sort of rueful wonder on the old editor’s face, as he
announced his haste to get back to the office, and bolted out.... She
was recalling the baby carriage in Santa Monica. Melton’s face was
slightly broader, she thought, and the poise of young success was upon
it. One thing she had never known before was how remarkably well his
curly head was placed upon its shoulders. The neck was not merely a
nexus, but a thing of worth in itself, with arch and movement which
made him look taller and intimated something light and fleet, touching
memories which Pidge could not quite grip.
They were together in the street. Melton had asked her to walk with him
to his bank. He seemed on both sides of her at once, his hand drawing
her deftly this way and that through the crowd, his chat and laughter
in her ears, and an old indescribable weariness and helplessness in
herself.
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