His strength was without strain, the strength that is effortless,
the strength of laughter. He had taken her to him suddenly, and she
dwelt in it, though resisting; something ecstatic, even in holding
out.... She heard voices in herself and faces flashed through her
mind--Cobden’s, Fanny Gallup’s--but her arms and shoulders and breast
knew a terrible sweetness from his strength. It wasn’t hateful. It was
like her own boy, not a stranger. His laughing face was nearer. It was
coming to hers. In the dark she could see it, eyes and eyelids, curving
nostrils and laughing lips. She knew something would die in her when it
touched ... that she was dying now of the slowness of its coming. She
ceased to struggle, and all that she had known and been arose within
her to meet his lips.
* * * * *
She was on the second flight of stairs. She almost prayed that Fanny’s
door would not open. She wanted to be in her own little room, the
smaller the better to-night--no touch or voice upon her. The key turned
in her trembling hand. She was safe, the door locked again. She stood
in the dark. Her lips moved audibly:
“Am I--is it because I am my father’s child?”
XXII
A LETTER FROM PIDGE
RICHARD COBDEN moved up and down the Near East for a long time, looking
for the men they had told him about in school and college--the men who
make history, and are said to contain in themselves the greatness of
their race. He sailed with sailors, talked with the diploma-ed talkers,
rode with soldiers. He found men who would do for their countries what
they wouldn’t do for themselves, but the energy of their fidelity to
their countries was balanced by their enmity toward other countries.
They gave themselves to the heresy of fighting one part of the human
family for the alleged enhancement of another. It took Dicky a long
time to change the brain tracks made in school and college, that the
names of history might _not_ be the names of men who walked with God,
whose intellects pained from sheer power. Nor was he spared from the
suspicion in all his discoveries, that he was the one who was wrong,
that he had become softly insane in the midst of new ideas.
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