When he essayed the thing Miss Claes spoke of at the Punjabi dinner--he
started something which he meant to live up to. The fact that it was
harder than he dreamed; an effort, in fact, involving dreary years,
hadn’t broken his resolution so far. One of the terms of the Punjabi
dinner covenant, for such it had become to him, was not to lose himself
in the easy way of hatred, nor to help himself to forgetfulness by
casting Pidge Musser’s image out. He knew that the “one” she had spoken
of was Rufus Melton. Through months, covering two years, the figure of
this young story-writer rose higher and higher in his consciousness,
as the person of the Enemy, himself. It was Melton, all unknowing, who
vanquished Dicky in his weaknesses, and at best was only kept at bay
in his strength. Not to cast her out, not to hate; to know the slow,
steady burning of the heart that is focalized upon a woman, and to
realize that this woman may be turning to another!
There were really extraordinary days of service in Arabia with young
Tom Lawrence, whose fame Dicky Cobden helped to make; desert days of
camel back and Turk fighting; desert nights of smoke and tea in such
starry stillnesses, that one almost expected the Christ to appear;
then, after many weeks, mail at Mecca, and one letter from John
Higgins, which was read several times:
... You have done several good things for _The Public Square_; but
you never did a better thing than wishing Miss Pidge Musser on our
editorial rooms. She’s brand new every morning. She’s honest, and a
worker. She has brains and a whole lot of psychic viscera, sometimes
designated as Soul.... Also she’s a stenographer. Never whispered
it until one morning when Maneatin’ Dollie was ill with the flu.
My letters were piled up. “Give them to me,” she said. I did that
thing, and I’ve been dictating my editorials ever since. It’s like
talking to an intelligent audience. When I get opinionated and lose
my balance, not seeing the other side of a question, this child sits
up and looks disturbed.... I’m sending you separately our Brooklyn
Bridge contemporary with a story called _The Salt Pit_. If it isn’t a
little man of a story--I don’t know one. Hers.... Of course, you know
why she didn’t give it to us. She thought I’d take it on her account
and not for the story.... And still we stay out of the War. They’re
sending over one big imperialist after another from London, trying to
get us in, and all that’s flunkey in Washington, rocks--but so far,
we’re only sinning commercially.... Give us more of the inky desert
nights, Dicky, and young Lawrence.
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