"I have come on an errand which is not over pleasant," he remarked,
watching her handling the cups, "and I am afraid that it is useless
too."
"Does that mean that it is something you wish me to do but think I'm
too hard-hearted or selfish to agree to?"
"It is not a question of willingness so much as of power. Mrs. Murphy
is dying,--very likely by this time she is not living,--and she begs us
to save her husband from being punished."
"But how could that be done?"
"I doubt if it could be done; but I promised her that I would speak to
you. I suppose that if we did not give evidence there would not be much
that could be told; but I hardly think that we have the right not to."
Mrs. Fenton thoughtfully regarded the fire a moment; then seemed to be
recalled to the present by the active boiling of the little silver
teakettle.
"I'm afraid women would drive justice out of the world if they had
their way," she said with a smile.
He smiled in reply, full of delight in her mere presence. They talked
the matter over, arriving at some sort of a compromise between their
sympathy for the dying woman and their feeling that a man like Murphy
should be dealt with by the law. They came for the moment to seem to be
on the old footing of simple friendliness, while she made the tea and
they discussed the situation.
"One lump or two?" Mrs. Fenton asked, pausing with tongs suspended over
the sugar.
"Two," answered he. "I am afraid I am self-indulgent in my tea, but
then I very seldom take it."
"So small an indulgence," she said, handing him his cup, "does not seem
to me to indicate any great moral laxity."
"It is the principle of the thing," Philip returned, smiling because
she smiled.
Mrs. Fenton shook her head.
"Come," she said, "this is a good time for me to say something that has
been in my mind for a long time. You may think that it isn't my affair,
but I can't help saying that it seems to me you have allowed yourself
to get into a frame of mind that is rather--well, that isn't entirely
healthy. I hope you don't think me too presuming."
"You could not be," was his reply; "but I do not understand what you
mean."
She had grown graver, and leaned back in her chair with downcast eyes.
"I hardly know how to say it," she began slowly, "but you seem to me to
be feeling rather morbidly about the virtue of personal discomfort. If
you will pardon me, I can't think that you really believe it to be any
merit in the sight of heaven that a man should make himself needlessly
uncomfortable."
"But if the mortification of the flesh helps us to"--
She put up her hand and interrupted him.
"I am a good churchwoman, but I am not able to believe in scoring off
the sins of the soul by abusing the body. The old monks scourging
themselves and the Hindus swinging by hooks in their backs seem to me
both pathetically mistaken, and both to be moved by the same feelings."
"Then you do not believe in asceticism at all?"
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