"Hang Van Sandt! You should be dancing with me, only I had to do the
polite to this everlasting English girl. I wish she was in Australia. I
wonder why in the world an English girl is never able to learn to
dance."
"That I cannot answer. Perhaps their feet are too big; but you must go
back to her all the same, whether she can dance or not."
"Not until you answer me. You know you are keeping me on hot coals,
Berenice. You know I love you."
She flushed, drew back, grew pale.
"I have answered you already," she replied, hurriedly but firmly. "Why
must you make me say it again? I don't love you, and that is reason
enough why you shouldn't care for me."
"It isn't any reason at all. I should be fond of you anyway. Why, even
if you made a guy of me before everybody as you did to-night of that
clerical thing"--
"Stop!" Berenice interrupted, her color rising and her eyes shining. "I
will not have you speak of Mr. Wynne in that way. What I did was bad
enough."
"Berenice," demanded Stanford, regarding her keenly, "do you mean to
marry _him_?"
"You have no right to ask me whom I mean to marry! I am not going to
marry you, at least!"
"A clergyman. A man in petticoats! Well, I must say"--
She drew herself up to her full height, looking at him with anger and
excitement in her heart so great that they seemed to choke her.
"Do you see this?" she asked, holding up the little mask dangling from
her finger. "I fastened this to his cassock to-night. I insulted him in
the sight of everybody. Does that look as if"--
"Is that the same mask?" broke in Stanford. "You begged it of me
afterward!"
She could not command her voice to reply. Shame, grief, indignation,
struggled in her heart; yet her strongest conscious feeling was a
determination that the tears in her eyes should not fall. She slipped
past him, and moved toward the ball-room. With a quick step he gained
her side.
"I beg your pardon," he said contritely. "I didn't mean to hurt you.
You used to be nice to me, but lately"--
She mastered herself by a strong effort. She was fully aware that there
were too many curious eyes about her to make any demonstration safe.
"Let me take your arm," she answered. "Folks are watching. We need not
make a spectacle of ourselves. I haven't meant to treat you badly. A
girl never knows how a man is going to take things, and I only meant to
be pleasant. As soon as you began to show that you were in earnest"--
She was so conscious that her words were not entirely frank that she
instinctively hesitated.
"I have always been in earnest," interpolated he.
"But you will get over it," murmured she, desperately.
They had come to a group of palms, where they paused to let a bevy of
dancers pass.
"Do you really mean," Stanford asked, in a hard voice, "that there is
really no hope for me?"
"There is no hope that I shall ever feel differently about this."
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