"Then I shall certainly get over it," returned he with a touch of anger
in his voice. "I don't propose to go through life wearing the willow
for anybody."
She raised to his her eyes shining with shy but irresistible light.
"Ah," she half whispered, "that is the difference. I know he wouldn't
get over it."
"He!"
The monosyllable brought to her an overwhelming sense of the confession
which her words had carried. She pressed the arm upon which her
finger-tips rested.
"I have trusted you," she whispered hurriedly. "Be generous. Ah, Mr.
Van Sandt," she went on aloud, "I hope you didn't think I had deserted
you. Mr. Stanford found me incapable of dancing, and had to revive me
with bouillon."
XXIX
WEIGHING DELIGHT AND DOLE
Hamlet, i. 2.
Strangely enough the thought which most strongly impressed Maurice
Wynne on the morning following the Mardi Gras ball was the simplicity
of life. He had heard in the early dawn the bell for rising; he had
started up, then upon his elbow realized that he had freed himself from
its tyranny. He had slidden back into his warm place, smiling to
himself, and fallen into a sleep as quiet as that of a child. About
eight he was roused by a brother sent to see if he was ill, his absence
from early mass having been noted. Maurice sent the messenger away with
the explanation that having been out to the midnight service he had
slept late; then, being left alone, he made his toilet with
deliberation. He seemed to himself a new man. There appeared to be no
longer any difficulty in life. He reflected that one had but to follow
common sense, to live sincerely up to what commended itself to his
reason, and existence became wonderfully simplified. He no longer
experienced any of the confusing doubts and perplexities which had of
late made him so thoroughly miserable.
He hesitated to don again the dress of a deacon, but he reflected that
to do otherwise would be to expose himself to the curiosity and comment
of his fellows. With a smile and a sigh he put on for the last time the
cassock, recalling the contemptuous terms in which at the time of the
accident Mehitabel Durgin had referred to the garment. He wondered at
himself for ever finding it possible to appear before the eyes of men
in such a dress, and blushed to think how incongruous the clerical
livery must have looked in the ballroom.
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