and it was mostly a grazing farm; his cattle were in the herd-books, and
he raised horses, which he would sell now and then to a friend; they
were so distinctly varied from the original stock as to form almost a
breed of themselves; they numbered scores in his stalls and pastures.
The whole group of the buildings was so great that it was like a sort of
communal village. In the silent moonlight Northwick looked at it as if
it were an expansion or extension of himself, so personally did it seem
to represent his tastes, and so historical was it of the ambitions of
his whole life; he realized that it would be like literally tearing
himself from it, when he should leave it. That would be the real pang;
his children could come to him, but not his home. But he reminded
himself that he was going only for a time, until he could rehabilitate
himself, and come back upon the terms he could easily make when once he
was on his feet again. He thought how fortunate it was that in the
meanwhile this property could not be alienated; how fortunate it was
that he had originally deeded it to his wife in the days when he had the
full right to do so, and she had willed it to their children by a
perfect entail. The horses and the cattle might go, and probably must
go; and he winced to think of it, but the land, and the house,--all but
the furniture and pictures,--were the children's and could not be
touched. The pictures were his, and would have to go with the horses and
cattle; but ten or twelve thousand dollars would replace them, and he
must add that sum to his other losses, and bear it as well as he could.
After all, when everything was said and done, he was the chief loser. If
he was a thief, as that man said, he could show that he had robbed
himself of two dollars for every dollar that he had robbed anybody else
of; if now he was going to add to his theft by carrying off the
forty-three thousand dollars of the company's which he found himself
possessed of, it was certainly not solely in his own interest. It was to
be the means of recovering all that had gone before it, and that the
very men whom it would enable him to repay finally in full, supposed it
to have gone with.
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