Wade wondered at his ability to separate the thought of Suzette from the
thought of her father; he inferred from his ability to do so that he
must have been thinking of her a great deal, but he asked, "Isn't it all
rather sudden, Matt?" Wade put on a sympathetic, yet diplomatic, smile
for the purpose of this question.
"Not for me!" said Matt. He added, not very consequently, "I suppose it
must have happened to me the first moment I saw her here that day Louise
and I came up about the accident. I couldn't truly say that she had ever
been out of my mind a moment since. No, there's nothing sudden about it,
though I don't suppose these things usually take a great deal of time,"
Matt ended, philosophically.
Wade left the dangerous ground he found himself on. He asked, "And your
family, do they know of your--feeling?"
"Not in the least!" Matt answered, radiantly. "It will come on them like
a thunder-clap! If it ever comes on them at all," he added,
despondently.
Wade had his own belief that there was no cause for despondency in the
aspect of the affair that Matt was looking at. But he could not offer to
share his security with Matt, who continued to look serious, and said,
presently, "I suppose my father might think it complicated his relation
to the Northwicks' trouble, and I have thought that, too. It makes it
very difficult. My father is to be considered. You know, Wade, I think
there are very few men like my father?"
"There are none, Matt!" said Wade.
"I don't mean he's perfect; and I think his ideas are wrong, most of
them. But his conduct is as right as the conduct of any quick-tempered
man ever was in the world. I know him, and I don't believe a son ever
loved his father more; and so I want to consider him all I can."
"Ah, I know that, my dear fellow!"
"But the question is, how far can I consider him? There are times," said
Matt, and he reddened, and laughed consciously, "when it seems as if I
couldn't consider him at all; the times when I have some faint hope that
she will listen to me, or won't think me quite a brute to speak to her
of such a thing at such a moment. Then there are other times when I
think he ought to be considered to the extreme of giving her up
altogether; but those are the times when I know that I shall never have
her to _give_ up. Then it's an easy sacrifice."
"I understand," said Wade, responding with a smile to Matt's
self-satire.
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