"You see? When he read the account of that accident in the paper this
morning, and found a name so much like Northwick's among the victims, he
was fearfully broken up, of course. He felt somehow as if he had caused
his death--I could see that, though of course he wouldn't admit anything
of the kind."
"Of course," said Wade, compassionately.
"I suppose it isn't well to invoke death in any way. He is like the
devil, and only too apt to come, if you ask for him. I don't mean
anything superstitious, and I don't suppose my father really has any
superstitious feeling about the matter. But he's been rather a
friend--or a victim--of that damnable theory that the gentlemanly way
out of a difficulty like Northwick's is suicide, and I suppose he spoke
from association with it, or by an impulse from it. He has been
telegraphing right and left, to try to verify the reports, as it was his
business and duty to do, anyway; and he caught at the notion of my
coming up here with Louise to see if we could be of any use to those two
poor women."
"Poor women!" Wade echoed. "The worst must fall upon them, as the worst
always seems to do."
"Yes, wherever a cruel blow falls there seems to be a woman for it to
fall on. And you see what a refinement of cruelty this is going to be
when it reaches them? They have got to know that their father met that
awful death, and that he met it because he was a defaulter and was
running away. I suppose the papers will be full of it."
"That seems intolerable. Couldn't anything be done to stop them?"
"Why the thing has to come out. You can keep happiness a secret, but
sorrow and shame have to come out--I don't know why, but they do. Then,
when they come out, we feel as if the means of their publicity were the
cause of them. It's very unphilosophical." They walked slowly along in
silence for a few moments, and then Matt's revery broke out again in
words: "Well, it's to be seen now whether she has the strength that
bears, or the strength that breaks. The way she held her head, as she
took the reins and drove off, with poor Louise beside her palpitating
with sympathy for her trouble and anxiety about her horses, was, yes, it
was superb: there's no other word for it. Ah, poor girl!"
"Your sister's presence will be a great help to her," said Wade. "It was
very good of her to come."
"Ah, there wasn't anything else for it," said Matt, flinging his head
up. "Louise has my father's loyalty. I don't know much about her
friendship with Miss Northwick--she's so much younger than I, and they
came together when I was abroad--but I've fancied she wasn't much liked
among the girls, and Louise was her champion, in a way. When Louise read
that report, nothing would do but she must come."
"Of course."
"But our being here must have its embarrassments for my father. It was a
sacrifice for him to let us come."
"I don't understand."
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