"I assure you if I couldn't manage to pull away from it at moments, I
don't see how I could stand it. I had a sense of personal disgrace, when
I met that poor girl, with what I had in my mind. I felt as if I were
taking some base advantage of her in knowing that about her father, and
I was so glad when she went off with Louise and left me to struggle with
my infamous information alone. I hurried Louise away with her in the
most cowardly haste. We don't any of us realize it, as you say. Why,
just imagine! It means sorrow, it means shame, it means poverty. They
will have to leave their house, their home; she will have to give up
everything to the company. It isn't merely friends and her place in the
world; it's money, it's something to eat and wear, it's a roof over her
head!"
Wade refused the extreme view portrayed by his friend's figures. "Of
course she won't be allowed to come to want."
"Of course. But there's really no measuring the sinuous reach of a
disaster like this. It strikes from a coil that seems to involve
everything."
"What are you going to do if you get bad news?" asked Wade.
"Ah, I don't know! I must tell her, somehow; unless you think that
you--" Wade gave a start which Matt interpreted aright; he laughed
nervously. "No, no! It's for me to do it. I know that; unless I can get
Louise. Ah! I wonder what that is."
They were walking back toward the station again, and Matt had seen a
head and arm projected from the office window, and a hand waving a sheet
of yellow paper. It seemed meant for them. They both began to run, and
then they checked themselves; and walked as fast as they could.
"We must refer the matter to your sister," said Wade, "and if she thinks
best, remember that I shall be quite ready to speak to Miss Northwick.
Or, if you think best, I will speak to her without troubling your
sister."
"Oh, you're all right, Wade. You needn't have any doubt of that. We'll
see. I wonder what there is in that dispatch."
The old station master had come out of the station and was hurrying to
meet them with the message, now duly enclosed in an envelope. He gave it
to Matt and promptly turned his back on him.
Matt tore it open, and read: "Impossible to identify parlor-car
passengers." The telegram was signed "Operator," and was dated at
Wellwater. It fell blankly on their tense feeling.
"Well," said Wade, after a long breath. "It isn't the worst."
Matt read it frowningly over several times; then he smiled. "Oh, no.
This isn't at all bad. It's nothing. But so far, it's rather comforting.
And it's something, even if it is nothing. Well, I suppose I'd better go
up to Miss Northwick with it. Wait a moment; I must tell them where to
send if anything else comes."
"I'll walk with you as far as St. Michael's," said Wade, when they left
the station. "I'm going to my study, there."
They set off together, up the middle of the street, which gave them more
elbow-room than the sidewalk narrowly blocked out of the snow.
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