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“What, sir?” said I, with much warmth, “you have informed yonder Jew
of the disgrace awaiting his family! That’s nice of you! Allow me to
embrace you. But, if so, Mosaide’s wrath threatened M. d’Anquetil, and
not yourself?”
The abbé replied with an air of nobility and honesty, with a natural
indulgence for human weaknesses, an obliging sweetness, and the
imprudent kindness of an easy heart--by all of which men are often
induced to do inconsiderate things and expose themselves to the severity
of the futile judgments of mankind:
“I will not keep it a secret from you, my dear Tournebroche, that,
giving way to the pressing solicitations of that young gentleman, I
obligingly promised to go on his errand to Jahel and to neglect nothing
to induce her to elope with him.”
“Alas!” I exclaimed, “you did, sir. I cannot fully tell how deeply your
action wounds and affects me.”
“Tournebroche,” replied he sternly, “you speak like a Pharisee. One of
the fathers, as amiable as he was austere, has said: ‘Turn your eyes on
yourself and take care not to judge the doings of others. Judging others
is an idle labour; usually one is erring, often sinning, by so doing,
but by examining and judging oneself your labour will always be
fruit-bearing.’ It is written, ‘Thou shalt not be afraid of the judgment
of men,’ and the Apostle Paul said that he did not trouble himself about
being judged by men. If I refer to some of the finest texts in morals it
is to enlighten you, Tournebroche, to make you return to the humble and
sweet modesty which suits you, and not to defend my innocence, when
the multitude of my iniquities weighs on me and bears me down. It is
difficult not to glide into sin, and proper not to fall into despondency
at every step one takes on this earth, whereon everything participates,
at one and the same time, in the original curse, and the redemption
effected by the blood of the Son of God. I do not want to colour my
faults, and I freely confess that the embassy I undertook at the request
of M. d’Anquetil is an outcome of Eve’s downfall, and it was, to say it
bluntly, one of the numberless consequences, on the wrong side, of the
humble and painful sentiment which I now feel, and is drawn out of the
desire and hope of my eternal welfare. You have to represent to yourself
mankind balancing between damnation and redemption to understand me
truly when I say that at the present hour I am sitting on the good end
of the seesaw after having been this very morning on the wrong end.
I freely avow that in passing through the mandrake lane, from whence
Mosaide’s cottage is to be seen, I hid behind an ivy-thorn bush, waiting
for Jahel to appear at her window. Very soon she came. I showed myself,
and beckoned her to come down. She came as soon as she was able to
escape her uncle’s vigilance. I gave her a brief report of the events of
the night, of which she had not known. I informed her of M. d’Anquetil’s
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