Bildungsromans; Christian women saints -- Fiction; Egypt -- Fiction; Mary, of Egypt, Saint -- Fiction; Picaresque fiction
“Sir, these stones would be of great value if they were genuine. But
they are not, and no touchstone is needed to find that out. These are
nothing but glass beads, good only for children to play with, or to
be used in the crown of a village Holy Virgin, where they would have a
charming effect.”
Having listened to that reply, M. Coignard picked up his diamonds and
turned his back on the jeweller. In so doing he became aware of my
presence, and looked rather confused over it. I brought my business to
an end promptly, and meeting my dear old tutor at the shop door I mildly
reproached him with the wrong he had done to himself, as well as to his
companions, by taking these stones, which for his greater guilt might
have been real.
“My son,” he replied, “God, to keep me innocent of crime, willed these
stones to be false and a mere sham. I avow to you that I did wrong to
take them. You seem sorry about it; it’s a leaf of my life’s book I
should like to tear out, like some others not so neat and immaculate as
they ought to be. I understand deeply all that is reprehensible in my
conduct. But no man has a right to be entirely cast down when he is
faulty, and just now, and in this special case, I think I ought to say
of myself, in the words of an illustrious learned man: ‘Consider your
great frailty, of which you make but too often a show; and withal it is
for your salvation that such things should rise up in the road of your
life. Not everything is lost for you if oftentimes you find yourself
afflicted and rudely tempted; and if you succumb to temptation you’re
a man, not a god; you’re flesh and blood, not an angel. How could you
expect to remain always in a state of virtue when the angels in heaven
and the first man in Eden could not remain faithful to virtue?’ Such
are, my dear Tournebroche, the only conversations adapted to the present
state of my soul. But, after this unhappy occurrence, which I do not
wish to dwell on longer, is it not time to return to the inn, there to
drink, in company with the postboys, who are simpleminded and of easy
intercourse, one or more bottles of country wine?”
I quite agreed, and we soon reached the hostelry, where we found M.
d’Anquetil, who, returning like ourselves from the town, had brought
some playing cards. He played a game of piquet with my tutor, and when
we resumed our journey they continued to play in the carriage. That rage
for play which occupied my rival gave me occasion for an undisturbed
conversation with Jahel, who liked very much to chat with me, since she
was left to herself. Her talk had a kind of bitter sweetness for me.
Reproaching her for her perfidy and unfaithfulness, I gave vent to my
grief in feeble or violent complaints.
“Alas! Jahel!” I said, “the memory and the image of your tenderness,
which made but lately my dearest delight, have become a cruel torture
to me when I think that to-day you belong to another person, whereas
formerly you were mine.”
She replied:
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