The Queen's Maries: A Romance of HolyroodWhyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
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The Queen's Maries: A Romance of Holyrood
Whyte-Melville, G. J. (George John)
Mary, Queen of Scots, 1542-1587 -- Fiction
Chastelâr paced to and fro upon the sand with all the worst passions of
our nature tearing at a heart that yet seemed formed for better things.
Utterly undisciplined in his wild, imaginative character, he had never
prepared himself for such complete desolation as this. For many years,
more than he now dared count, the smiles of that beautiful Queen had
been to him dearer than the very air he breathed. A less enthusiastic
temperament would have asked itself long ago to what result this abject
service, this blind adoration, could eventually lead, and would, at
least, have prepared for the final shock, which it required little
sagacity to foresee must sooner or later tumble the magic edifice to
the ground; but Chastelâr’s was a character that never stops to count
the cost.
There was to him an unspeakable joy in the very abandonment of his
attachment, in the lavish devotion which only asked to be received
without return. Full of a generous fire kindled in his own ardent
imagination, and nourished by those seductive follies which constituted
the very essence of an age of chivalry, it seemed to him as rich a
happiness to cherish his hopeless attachment for the Queen, as it would
have seemed to a coarser and stronger mind to possess itself of Mary’s
heart and person. The poet never dreamed the time could come when he
should be told that even this self-sacrifice was unwelcome; that for
one unguarded word, wrung from him by the very depth and tenderness of
his feelings, he should be banished from her presence, and that she who
was the light of his eyes should herself determine that he must look
upon her no more.
Presently the devil got into his heart; the rebellious spirit, that
is never so strong as when men feel they have been virtuous and
self-denying in vain, rose tumultuous now, all the fiercer for having
been kept down so long, and urged the counsels of despair. Of what
availed his old and faithful service, his constancy, his loyalty, his
obedience, and truth? She flung them away as nothing, and less than
nothing; she could take his warm fresh heart from him when it suited
her, as a mere matter of pastime, and squeezing it, as one would
squeeze an orange, give it him back again when she had no further use
for it, all withered and empty, the very essence of its existence gone.
Queen though she were, she had no right to do this. She forbade him her
presence! He would see her whether she would or no! He had done with
obedience now, and discretion and consideration! He would speak to Mary
Stuart once more, if all the devils in hell rose to prevent it!
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