Church history -- Primitive and early church, ca. 30-600 -- Fiction
The older woman whirled on them with the fires of fury in her blind
eyes. “Peace to your sparrow chatter—fools—fools—fools! What do you
know of love, or constancy? You barter love and time for gain as
gamblers throw their dice. My Lord Herod and I bartered all for
love—and lost—and love as ever! And he is far among the savages of
Spain and I am caged here to wait the fortune of war at Jerusalem! And
time is short, and I grow old, and does his love grow cold? You read his
letter brought by the post this day, how he longs to hold me in his arms
once more! Nightly, I have prayed to Istarte and Venus and Astoreth for
my love to descend to him in far-off Spain down the beams of the
starlight, or moonlight, to hold him forever to me true! Instead of
answer to my prayers—what? This accursed Fort haunted by the spirits of
the dead! ’Twas here the spirit of Mariamne, whom Herod the Great
strangled, came haunting him till he went mad. ’Tis here where we are
shut up prisoners of the past, beating our weak women hands ’gainst the
fetters of fate, the ghosts of our past come haunting us! I tell you
fools that in the dark I can dream I am not blind, but when I pray for
my Lord’s love to come and wrap me in his arms, when it is dark and I
can forget I am blind—what comes? What comes? What comes? I say! I
could be a lioness to fight for my cubs, as all the Herod women ever
are; but when I pray for forgetfulness, what comes—I say?”
“Dear Aunt Herodias,” gently expostulated the younger Bernice. “These
are not wise words. Our weak hands only bruise when we batter fate.”
“Fool—your course is not yet run—dreaming of a blue-eyed slave, when
you should be in Jerusalem mending all our fortunes by marrying Titus,
the Emperor’s son!”
The two drew back from the violence of the elder woman standing in the
open-windowed turret.
“Herodias will be maniac unless we send her to her husband in Spain,”
whispered the sister Drusilla.
“Maniac,” repeated the blind woman in scorn. “So you would be, if
nightly when you prayed for love there came rolling over the stone floor
the bloody head of that wild Hermit beheaded in the cellar here. . . .
If I could tear these scales from my eyes and prove it is not true; but
can a blind lioness fight. . . .?”
“Let us go to the garden—we only anger her. She will rave to exhaustion
till she gets some sleep, and dreams she sees the head again,” murmured
Drusilla. “I could wish we were out of the haunted fortress here. It is
ill-fated! Do you go to Jerusalem and get the Emperor’s permission for
us to leave for Rome. . . .”
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