France -- History -- Louis XV, 1715-1774 -- Fiction
On a certain afternoon, when he was alone in his chamber writing,
the need for action, the thirst for fame blazed up through his sweet,
vain resignation beyond his power to restrain. The glory that he had
set himself to achieve had always been the glory of arms, and the
realization that this path was for ever closed to him came upon him
again suddenly as if he had but just been told that he no longer
belonged to the _régiment du roi_. He laid down his pen: he had been
writing an Elegy on the young de Caumont, for whom he had often,
during the war, written discourses on glory, and as he praised the
young soldier he had praised also d’Espagnac--the two, so young, so
beautiful, so brave, so pure, became one in his mind, and with them
there mingled the vision of another. He felt that he was lamenting
a third--his own youth, his own hopes that had been buried in the
snows of Bohemia. He had written of Hippolyte de Seytres, “He was
born ardent,” and it was true of himself. During these months of
idleness the fire of this ardour had increased in his heart until it
was unbearable. He sat quite still, with his hands clasped before him,
gazing at the thinning chestnut leaves and the blue sky behind them
that was spreading in all directions through a pile of loose clouds.
His serene face flushed with resolution. In that moment he felt a
scorn of himself that he had ever permitted poverty and ill-health
to hinder him in his designs on fortune. He was of a noble birth
that brought obligations, of gifts that brought obligations also;
he was young, laborious, serious, passionately desirous of serving
his country; and he was French, born at this most glorious period of
liberty of thought, splendour of achievement in every sphere. He must,
he could do something.
Of Paris and the great world there he knew only what he had heard
and read--the outside of it, glittering, young and hopeful, a
court led by a king whom France adored and Luc pictured as one like
himself--ardent, avid of glory, and with every opportunity to his
hand--and another court, no less powerful, of intellect and genius,
led by M. de Voltaire, a name that blazed in Europe. Luc had received
a scant education, and his long military preoccupation had given him
small leisure for study. He could scarcely spell out Latin, and he had
not read many books; but those he knew,--Corneille, Racine, Molière,
Pascal, La Fontaine, Boileau--he both loved and absorbed. They were as
so many torches to light his way.
M. de Voltaire himself he had always regarded with deep respect and
admiration. The daring atheist, the brilliant son of the people, the
caressed of kings and flattered of women, the greatest man of letters
of the age, the most decried and abused of human beings had no more
fervent disciple than the quiet young aristocrat who had watched his
splendour from afar. Luc thought of him now, and the tumult in his
heart rose higher.
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