The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine JohannesEeden, Frederik van
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The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine Johannes
Eeden, Frederik van
Dutch fiction -- Translations into English
And however often he might repeat this, trying seriously to convince
himself--because he would have been glad to be convinced and also to be
redeemed--he could nevertheless see nothing except a repulsive, ugly,
bloody, prinked-up wooden doll. And this made him feel doubly sorrowful
and disheartened. Fully fifteen minutes had he sat there, looking and
musing, hearing the people around him chatting--about the price they had
paid for their places, about the keeping on or taking off of women's
hats, and about the reserved seats for the first families. Then the door
of the sacristy opened, and the choir-boys with their swinging censers,
and the sacristan, and the priests in their beautiful, gold-bordered
garments, came slowly and majestically in. And as the congregation
kneeled, Johannes kneeled with them.
And when Johannes, as well as all the others, looked at the incoming
procession, and then again turned his eyes to the high altar, behold!
there, to his amazement, kneeling before the white altar, he saw a dark
form. It was in plain sight, bending forward in the twilight, the arms
upon the altar, and the face hidden in the arms. A man it was, in the
customary dark clothes of a laborer. No one--neither Johannes nor
probably any one else in the church--had seen whence he came. But he was
now in the full sight of all, and one could hear whisperings and a
subdued excitement run along the rows of people and pass on to the rear,
like a gust of wind over a grain-field.
As soon as the procession of choir-boys and priests came within sight of
the altar, the sacristan stepped hastily out of line and went forward to
the stranger, to assure him that, possibly from too deep absorption in
devotion, or from lack of familiarity with ecclesiastical ceremony, he
was guilty of intrusion.
He touched the man's shoulder, but the man did not stir. In the
breathless stillness that followed, while every one expectantly awaited
the outcome, a deep, heart-rending sob was heard.
"A penitent!" "A drunken man!" "A convert!" were some of the whispered
comments of the people.
The perplexed sacristan turned round, and beckoned Father Canisius, who,
with impressive bearing, stepped up in his white, gold-threaded garb, as
imposingly as a full-sailed frigate moves.
"Your place is not here," said the priest, in his deep voice. He spoke
kindly, and not particularly loudly. "Go to the back of the church."
There was no reply, and the man did not move; yet, in the still more
profound silence, his weeping was so audible that many people shuddered.
"Do you not hear me?" said the priest, raising his voice a little, and
speaking with some impatience. "It is well that you are repentant, but
only the consecrated belong here--not penitents."
So saying, he grasped the shoulder of the stranger with his large,
strong hand.
Then, slowly, very slowly, the kneeling man raised his head from his
arms, and turned his face toward the priest.
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