The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine JohannesEeden, Frederik van
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The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine Johannes
Eeden, Frederik van
Dutch fiction -- Translations into English
The doctor began his examination, and Johannes left the bed and went to
stand by the window. He looked at the sunny grass and the clear sky, and
at the broad chestnut leaves where the big flies sat--shining blue in
the sunlight. The moaning began again with the same regularity.
A blackbird hopped through the tall grass in the garden--great red and
black butterflies were hovering over the flower-beds, and there reached
Johannes from out the foliage of the tallest trees the soft, coaxing coo
of the wood-doves.
In the room the moaning continued--never ceasing. He had to listen to
it--and it came regularly--as unpreventable as the falling drop that
causes madness. In suspense he waited through each interval, and it
always came again--frightful as the footstep of approaching death.
All out-of-doors was wrapped in warm, mellow sunlight. Everything was
happy and basking in it. The grass-blades thrilled and the leaves sighed
in the sweet warmth. Above the highest tree tops, deep in the abounding
blue, a heron was soaring in peaceful flight.
Johannes could not understand--it was an enigma to him. All was so
confused and dark in his soul. "How can all this be in me at the same
time?" he thought.
"Is this really I? Is that my father--my own father? Mine--Johannes'?"
It was as if he spoke of a stranger. It was all a tale that he had
heard. Some one had told him of Johannes, and of the house where he
lived, and of the father whom he had forsaken, and who was now dying. He
himself was not that one--he had heard about him. It was a sad, sad
story. But it did not concern himself.
But yes--yes--he was that same Johannes!
"I do not understand the case," said Doctor Cijfer, standing up. "It is
a very obscure malady."
Pluizer stepped up to Johannes.
"Are you not going to give it a look, Johannes? It is an interesting
case. The doctor does not know it."
"Leave me alone," said Johannes, without turning round. "I cannot
think."
But Pluizer went behind him and whispered sharply in his ear, according
to his wont:
"Cannot think! Did you fancy you could not think? There you are wrong.
You must think. You need not be gazing into the green trees nor the blue
sky. That will not help. Windekind is not coming. And the sick man there
is going to die. You must have seen that as well as we. But what do you
think his trouble is?"
"I do not know--I will not know!"
Johannes said nothing more, but listened to the moaning that had a
plaintive and reproachful sound. Doctor Cijfer was writing notes in a
little book. At the head of the bed sat the dark figure that had
followed them. His head was bowed, his long hand extended toward the
sufferer, and his deep-set eyes were fixed upon the clock.
The sharp whispering in his ear began again.
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