The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine JohannesEeden, Frederik van
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The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine Johannes
Eeden, Frederik van
Dutch fiction -- Translations into English
"What makes you look so sad, Johannes? You have your heart's desire now.
There are the dunes, there the sunbeams through the verdure, there the
flitting butterflies and the singing birds. What more do you want? Are
you waiting for Windekind? If he be anywhere, he must be there. Why does
he not come? Would he be afraid of this dark friend at the bedside? Yet
always he was there!"
"Do you not see, Johannes, that it has all been imagination?
"Do you hear that moaning? It sounds lighter than it did a while ago.
You can know that it will soon cease altogether. But what of that? There
must have been a great many such groans while you were running around
outside in the garden among the wild-roses. Why do you stay here crying,
instead of going to the dunes as you used to? Look outside! Flowers and
fragrance and singing everywhere just as if nothing had happened. Why do
you not take part in all that life and gladness?
"First, you complained, and longed to be here; and after I have brought
you where you wished to be, you still are not content. See! I will let
you go. Stroll through the high grass--lie in the cool shade--let the
flies buzz about you--inhale the fragrance of the fresh young herbs. I
release you. Go, now! Find Windekind again!
"You will not? Then do you now believe in me alone? Is what I have told
you true? Do I lie, or does Windekind?
"Listen to the moans!--so short and weak! They will soon cease.
"Do not look so agonized, Johannes. The sooner it is over the better.
There could be no more long walks now; you will never again look for
violets with him. With whom do you think he has taken his walks, during
the past two years--while you were away? You cannot ask him now. You
never will know. After this you will have to content yourself with me.
If you had made my acquaintance a little earlier, you would not look so
pitiful now. You are a long way yet from being what you ought to be. Do
you think Doctor Cijfer in your place would look as you do? It would
make him about as sad as that cat is--purring there in the sunshine. And
it is well. What is the use of being so wretched? Did the flowers teach
you that? They do not grieve when one of them is plucked. Is not that
lucky? They know nothing, therefore they are happy. You have only begun
to know things; and now you must know everything, in order to be happy.
I alone can teach you. All or nothing.
"Listen to me. What is the difference whether that is your father or
not? He is a man who is dying; that is a common occurrence.
"Do you hear the moaning still? Very feeble, is it not? He is near his
end."
Johannes looked toward the bed in fearful distress.
Simon, the cat, dropped from the window-seat, stretched himself, and
curled up purring on the bed close beside the dying man.
The poor, tired head moved no more. It lay still, pressed into the
pillow; yet from the half-open mouth there still came, at intervals,
short, exhausted sounds.
They grew softer--softer--scarcely audible.
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