The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine JohannesEeden, Frederik van
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The Quest: The authorized translation from the Dutch of De kleine Johannes
Eeden, Frederik van
Dutch fiction -- Translations into English
He thought that he now had reached the end of all his puzzles and
difficulties. This may also have occurred to you. But how could that be
possible when he was still such a mere stripling, and did not yet
comprehend one half of all the marvelous things that had befallen him!
It may be that all has been plain to you. But it was not to him,
although he may have thought so. He was yet only a little fellow without
beard or moustache, and his voice was still that of a boy.
"My friend," said he to his Guide, "I know now that I have been
bad--very bad. But now that you have come and I can cling to your hand,
can I not redeem my faults? Is there still time?"
The dark figure kept silently and steadily on beside him in the storm
and darkness. Johannes could see neither his eyes nor his features; he
only heard the swishing and flapping of his garments--heavy with the
rain. Then he asked again, somewhat anxiously, because the consolation
he was yearning for was longer delayed than he expected:
"May I not sometime call myself a friend of yours? Am I not yet worthy
of that? I have always so wanted to have a friend! That was the best
thing in life, I thought--really the only thing I cared about. And now I
have lost all my friends--my dog, Windekind, and my father. Am I too bad
to deserve a true friend?"
Then there came an answer:
"When you can _be_ a true friend, Johannes, then indeed you will find
one."
There was consolation in the soft, low tones, and there was love and
forgiveness; but the words were torturing.
"Bad, bad!" muttered Johannes, setting his teeth together. He wanted to
cry, but he could not do that. That would have been to pity himself, and
that was not in accordance with his Guide's reply. He had not been a
good friend to his dog, nor to Windekind, nor to his father. He wished
now that he could at once make amends for everything, but that could not
be. It had been made clear.
* * * * *
It was desolate on the dunes, and dark as pitch. The wind was whistling
through the reeds and the dwarf poplars, but there was nothing to be
seen. How far away seemed the quiet sunlight now, the playful animals,
and the flowers! Silently and swiftly the two strode on along a winding
cart-track through the deep, wet sand, now and then stumbling over the
ruts. It was the road that led to the town.
"I shall--" began Johannes again, resolutely lifting his head. But there
he halted.
"Who says 'I shall'? Who knows what he will do? Can Johannes say, I am?"
"I am sorry and I am ashamed, and I wish to be better," said Johannes.
"That is well," said the soft low voice. And the tears started in
Johannes' eyes. He clung close to his Guide, trembling slightly as they
went.
"Teach me, my Father. I want to know how to be better."
"Not 'Father,' Johannes. We both have the same Father. You must call me
Brother."
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