Another time!--Menie Laurie laughed a low laugh when her mother left the
room. Something like a scowl had come to Menie’s brow; a dark abiding
cloud was on her face: and in her heart such bitterness and universal
disappointment as killed every gentle feeling in her soul: disloyal to
the one love, disrespectful and disobedient to the other--bitterly
Menie’s heart turned upon itself--she had pleased no one; her life was
nothing but a great blot before her. She was conscious of a host of evil
feelings--evil spirits waging war with one another in her vexed and
troubled mind. Sullenly she sat down once more upon the ground, not to
seek if there was any comfort in the heavens above or the earth beneath,
but to brood upon her grief, and make it darker, till the clouds closed
over her, and swallowed her up, and not a star remained.
There is a certain obstinate gloom; satisfaction in despair. To decide
that everything is hopeless--that nothing can be done for you--that you
have reached to the pre-eminence of woe--no wonder Menie’s race was dark
and sullen--she had come to this point now.
Like a thunder-storm this intelligence came upon little July Home--she
could not comprehend it, and no one took the trouble to explain to her.
Lithgow, knowing but the fact, was surprised and grieved, and prophesied
their reunion; but no hope was in Menie’s sullen gravity--none in the
naughty resentment of Randall Home.
And Mrs Laurie once more with a troubled brow considers of her
future--will Menie be best in the Dumfriesshire cottage, where no one
will see their poverty, or pursuing some feminine occupation among the
other seamstresses, teachers, poor craftswomen of a less solitary place?
For now that all is done that can be done, there is no hope of
recovering anything of the lost income,--and Mrs Laurie will not live on
Miss Annie’s bounty. She is anxious with all her heart to be away.
Miss Annie herself has not recovered her trial: autumn winds grow cold
at night--autumn rains come down sadly upon the little world which has
had its cheerfulness quenched out of it--and when Randall takes away
his little sister to carry her home, Miss Annie looks a mournful old
woman, sitting there wrapped up by the early lighted fire. These two or
three mornings she has even been seen at the breakfast-table with a cap
protecting the head which is so sadly apt to take cold--and Miss Annie
cries a little to herself, and tells bits of her own love-story to
Menie, absorbed and silent, who sits unanswering beside her--and moans
to herself sadly sometimes, over this other vessel of youthful life,
cast away.
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